Episode 42.
Clara’s p.o.v
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What I had been imagining of sir Ryan and Daniella had chased sleep from me. Oh God please I want Ryan to leave that room before I die of jealousy.
Just then someone knocked. I opened up. it was him. I smiled in my heart.
” Is there space for a friend”, he said.
I smiled and opened the door..
May be Daniela tried seducing him. I’m glad he didn’t fall.
I laid on my white pillow facing the ceiling
He did the same.
I can’t even look at him. Can we really stay together.
I spoke up.
” sir I’m glad you saved me today.”, I said he turned to look at me as I lad on the pillow my hair fell freely backward
What’s going on? He Is looking at me with desire that’s unlike him. I hope he doesn’t try anything because he is one man I can’t resist. We will both make a mistake this night
but I think we will do the right thing at the wrong time. what am I to him?
Someone knocked .thank God .it must be Daniella. If not, something will happen tonight between us
The person knocking left the door I saw her shadow move away.
We both looked at each other with no words. We were speechless.
” Clara am so sorry , am really sorry, am sorry please. I don’t what came over Me. I know we stayed together before, I know you trust me more than this but I am really sorry I don’t normally do this .
” it’s not your fault , we both almost got carried away so don’t blame yourself, I am alright .
” what’s going on? “, he Said
I finally called Ryan’s room for Ella to tell us why she came.
Ryan took the phone.
” tell me Ella.
” don’t worry I will sleep with Clara so come here.
“Ok.
He stood up
” uhm Ella will stay here.
” oh ok .
He opened the door. I laid on the bed quietly as sir Ryan walked out, Daniella walked in.
She locked the door behind her
” what were you both doing?.
” nothing we were just sleeping.
” how come the bed is so unkempt
” well.
She sat beside me.
” are you having an affair with Ryan? She asked angrily
” no I am not.
” better not because you don’t know how possessive his girlfriend can be.
” nothing is going on between us .
“Good so piece of advice Ryan can never like you. I see desire in your eyes. You want him to be yours. He belongs to Anna but not for long. You better stay away. I will fight mercilessly for Ryan. Leave the fight for me and Anna. You are too small to drag a man with me.
I nodded.
She laid down and I laid back with my eyes open
Ryan’s p.o.v
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Could i be in love with Clara?
Could i have feelings for her?
I hadn’t felt like this for years.
..all I know how to do recently Is think about her.
I am making a mistake. .I stupidly let myself fall in love with Clara. What can I do now?
I need to control this emotion …I need to stop this before it grows…. falling for Clara now is wrong.
What will I do now?
I fell to sleep.
Early the next morning
Daniella already left.
I don’t even know how to face Clara right now. I don’t know how to define my feelings
Finally, Clara walked out of her room. She caught me staring at her room door.
She bowed
” good morning “, she said as she tucked her hair behind her ear.
” oh morning”. I replied. We both rushed to our different ways.
We sat facing the table. The cook is delaying.
” so how was your night Clara?
” oh it was fine, it was nice
” Oh ok.
Clara’s p.o.v
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The air between us just got weird. The cook served foo. We both rushed to take our fork just then his phone rang. It was Anna.
He picked and all I heard after a while was
” am dropping the call “, he said and dropped the call .
I wonder what she said but he couldn’t concentrate. He couldn’t even eat anymore.. He kept fighting with his fork against the plate . What’s going on?
Does she wanna break up? I don’t understand sir Ryan. Why are you sad?
He finally threw his spoon to the ground .
She called him again. He picked the phone and walked away. I ran after him
He locked his room door. I placed my ears there. I needed to find out what went wrong.
Ryan’s p.o.v
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Anastasia called me to tell me that she wanted to stay with Tony. What nonsense! She want me to let her stay with her ex, even with what Ella tried to do last night.
I picked up
” won’t you drop your rubbish habit Ryan? ”
” I dropped the call when the caller said something useless”. I replied
” what is so wrong in staying with Tony? I told you about the security.
Ryan do I need to remind you that you are staying with a girl, a pretty one at that. Just two of you in a couple suite but I trust you so I’m not bothered.
” the girl is not my ex girlfriend. Tony is your ex, you can’t and won’t leave in his house.
” Tony was my best friend even before he became my boyfriend. Ryan I’m just staying as friends why don’t you trust me?
” ex boyfriend you say? Come on Anna you never really broke up with Tony. I kept quiet doesn’t mean I don’t know the truth. I just ignored you because I loved you but I won’t tolerate this one. If you move in with Tony, we are breaking up.
” Ryan! What do you mean I didn’t break up with Tony? What are you saying?
” come on Miss Grande, i sent you to go and break up with Tony because you just couldn’t do it over the phone. What did you do when you got there Anna? Are you going to lie? i was the first person to cut you open just 10 minute after you left his house.
” Anna you made love to Tony that day? Why? You crushed my soul. Will you lie? Tell me if I’m wrong
” Ryan I am sorry. I swear I later broke up with him , I only got carried away. The sex didn’t happen out of pleasure, it was pain and confusion..Ryan I love you.
” Anna it’s been 2 years. I knew for two years but I let go. I forgot it because I love you.
I didn’t question you neither did i ask about it but this is one of the reasons I would never trust you having a normal friendship with Tony. You both never had a normal break up. You can’t stay in his house.
” Ryan I am really sorry for that , I really wanted to tell you after I got up from coma but i didn’t want to spoil things.
” Anna it’s ok. It’s in the paste.
” Ryan I won’t go to Tony. I will be here, even if i get stabbed i will stay here.
if that’s the only way you will finally trust me. We trust each other so much already, let’s not let others ruin our trust. Ryan I trust you so much but you need to trust me back. You need to trust me the same way I trust you.
” It’s ok Anna.
I dropped the call. This call just spined me back to order. Anna trusts me so much yet I’m falling in love with Clara,
I need to stop myself now. I can’t love them both. I can’t repeat the same mistake Anna made.
May be Clara likes someone somewhere whom she is keeping herself for.
This love game has to end. I need to stop loving Clara any way possible.
I need to control my feelings before it control me.
What I feel for Clara is wrong?
I called my secretary .
‘ tell me sir
” Anna’s nurse , Mrs Delvaliers where is she?
” she travelled
” I need you to change Anna’s maid. I don’t trust Rita again.
” ok sir.
” Anna is scared and that’s not good for her health, so tighten the security for me.
” ok sir
” she won’t have steady guards. How many guards does she have
” 4 sir
” make it 15, her entrance door must be crowded for me with guards.
” ok sir.
” always check up on her. Her maid must be changed everyday. She won’t have a persistent maid. There must be different maids for different days as well as her guards
New and refreshed guards must be replaced every two days.
” yes sir. I will do it all right away.
” get closer to her. I need the name of the real person behind her recent fear.
” ok sir.
” where is she now?”
” well sir Tony just went to pick her from her morning exercise.
” how many guards watch her work out
” 2 ”
” make it 6. Protect her like gold, her strand of hair can’t get hurt.
” sure thing sir .
Fear is wrong. Fear is not a very good feeling. it can kill
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