CRUSHING ON YOU : Chapter 41 – 50

Authoress Berry Julie?

Chapter 49.?

•Noah•
“It’s all my fault Noah, she won’t have been here if I didn’t make her feel bad” Esther my kid sister cry’s beside me

We were at the hospital actually but the doctors haven’t allowed us see her yet, she was still receiving medication.

I patted Esther’s back as she led on my shoulder crying

“Calm down Esther okay” I said slowly

“How do I calm down big brother? When someone is at the point of loosing her life because of me?

“Don’t say that”

“I can’t help it, it’s all my fault”

“You know if you stop blaming yourself for this the better for you” I said to her and she nodded

“I just hope nothing will happen to her ”

“Something already happened to her let’s just hope it isn’t bad” I peck her forehead as she nodded

“She’s strong, I know she can do it” she assured herself muttering it out

I led my head on the wall and sighed, I can’t believe it was all because of me. All because she wanted me to love her

I warned her, I warned everyone that this isn’t a good idea

As long as she keeps trying to make me love her she’ll be getting hurt

I sighed once more and shut my eyes trying to drive my mind out of Esther’s continuenous sobs

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“Mister Noah” Someone tapped me and I opened my eyes

G©sh my neck hurts, I have slept off while thinking

“The doctor wants to see you now” the nurse standing in front of me inform me

I have taken Amily into my own hospital, I can’t let this get to the public

It will be a diaster to my image.

“The doctor” I muttered

I tapped Esther who was laying on my shoulder sleeping and she opened her eyes

“Amily” she calls rubbing her eyes with the back of her palm

“Esther wake up, I’ve to go see the doctor” I tells her and she nodded

I stood up and walked away with the nurse till we entered the doctor’s office

“Mister Noah” he stood up and shaked my hand

“How’s she doctor” I asked and sit down

“Hmm, her condition is bad” He sighed

“What? Can she survive it?”

“She can only survive it if only we carry out a surgery on her”

“A surgery? What surgery?”

“Well you see Mister Noah … She have some broken glasses on her head which needs to be removed and we found something…….in her heart”

“Something, Get straight to the point doctor”

“I’m not supposed to be telling you this Noah, when she first get admitted here I told her what we found but she insists we tells you not”

“And you didn’t tell me? What’s you work here?” I was getting angry already

“It’s also my duty Noah to give our patient assurance,”

“Just go on, tell me what you find”

“She has a hole in her heart and it haven’t been given proper medication, I’m afraid if the surgery don’t take place her lifetime will be shortened”

A hole? In her heart…..?

And she hides it away all this while? Does she know? And what causes it?

“Mister Noah?”

“How much is the surgery?”

“It $89400”

“Start the surgery immediately”

•Tracy’s Mum•

“Stop this madness of yours Tracy! Where the hell are you going to?

“Where I’m going to is none of your business!” She yelled back at me

“It’s my business because I’m your mother” I shouts back at her

“Mother? Who told you you are a mother? A mother who has the heart to sell off her child” .

I raised my hand and hit her so hard on her cheeks

“I won’t have you stand there and insult me! I have been patient with you for a long time Tracy, hoping that someday you will change but I’ve seen it’s never coming” I yelled at her

“Did…did you just slapped me?”

“And I’ll do it again Tracy! I carried you for nine months Tracy and if you think you gonna talk to me anyhow ever again then tell yourself you are lying! I won’t have you and your dad treat me like shts anymore!! I’m part of the family too not a baby mama” this time tears rushed down my cheeks

“None of you wanted to know why I sold your twin out, for the past 18 years I have lived like a I’m in a bondage? Who do you even think you are? Why not ask your dad what he’s hiding from you!” I yelled more

“Yo! If you think you’ll blame my dad for your mistakes then you are a lier! I’m out of here”

I watched her slammed the door , I rushed upstairs to seat out and watched her drive away

Oh Mary! What have you done? But I can’t keep allowing them treat me like a slave

But I promise you Tracy, I’m going to find my son and I’ll prove to you that I’m worthy to be a mother also

I turned and walked into my room drying my tears off my cheeks

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