HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
Chapter 33
By : Kebby NG Media Services
CADE POV
“You cant sleep too?” I was startled when Stephanie came behind me.
I was so busy with my thought that I didn’t notice her approach.
“I Can’t, you can’t sleep too?”I asked
“Yes I can’t, you see John gave me a call”she said
“Your latest boyfriend?”I asked
“Yes, well he is asking me to come back and that he misses me”she said
“So are you going to go to him, you know that he doesn’t take you serious, you should just break up with him”I said
“And not try to make some thing work between us, no Cade, if am to leave him some day, I will like to know that I gave our relationship a chance”she said wistfully
“How I envy you”I said softly
“Why? Is it Emily?”she asked
“If every thing could just go as I plan it, it will all be great”I said softly
“Why do you say that? You still haven’t told her right?”She said hitting me lightly on the back
“I didn’t get the chance okay and besides she is wants me to stay away from her”I said and she hit my head again
“Don’t you know that we say is the exact opposite of what we feel, She loves you and you love her, when will you keep on keeping the truth from her”
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“You know when you had said that wanted her to leave and asked me to pretend to be your mistress just to send her away, I thought that you were doing it so she wouldn’t be hurt but now……..”
“Now what?”I asked when she stopped
“Don’t punish her anymore, go and tell her how much you love her, you love her but you held back and lied to her, I still feel guilty about the lie but I had to help you, after all you gave me a job worth a good price, go to her before some one else snatch her from you” she said
My intention was to Confess my feelings after dinner but when she went to bed early, I decided to move it to later but hearing Stephanie words now have made me realise that i should just go for it .
I held Stephanie and kissed her on her fore head.
“You are the best, thanks for your advice”i said and turned on my to stop short
“Emily!”I muttered softly Stephanie turned to see the hurt look on her face
She stared at me and then at Stephanie and then in a hurry, she ran into the house
“Go after her Cade and tell her that you love her okay”Stephanie gave me a push and quickly I ran after her
I caught up with her while she was still walking In the field
“Emily, we have to talk”I said as I pulled her hand
She jerked off immediately and stared at me in anger
Have seen all her moods and am quite uses to them all now but this is the first time I will see her looking this angry
“We have to talk”I said again
“About What?”She asked as she cleaned her tears
“About what you heard ”
“What do you think that I heard?”She asked
“That I love you too” I answered
“You love me! You love me!”She said trying to some how believe that fact
“Yes I do, have always love you Emily “I said and some how I felt that she will be happy, that once have made my confession she would be happy but it turns out that she is still angry.
“You have always love right?”She asked as if she still couldn’t believe the word
Wanting to spend how reassure her, I held both her cheeks and stared down at her
“I do love you okay, I told myself not to, I tried not to fall in love with you but I did, I fell for you too and I would have told you this sooner if you had just given me the chance”I said.
“When did you decide to tell me ?, when I fell off the horse and got injured or when am about to leave?”she asked and when I didn’t give her a quick reply she pushed my hand away and moved away from me
“What’s wrong Emily? Have told you that I love you but you aren’t happy?”I asked
“Really? Do you think I can be happy after hearing that?” She asked
“Hearing what?”
“You still don’t under stand right? I love you and while I hurt and thought that you didn’t feel the same way ,I kept on going crazy, just to make me think other wise, you even used Stephanie! Do you even know that you were the one in my mind when I was on that horse,I kept on thinking that if I can persuade you to fall for me, it will turn out right but all this time you love me too yet you make me feel that you didn’t”
“You know I would have been satisfied If I kept on Thinking that you never got to love me just as much as I did but you did and yet you lied, your deceit is what hurts me the most, just so you could push me away, you began another deal with Stephanie by making her pretend to be your mistress, you are nothing but a heartless jerk Cade”
“Have had sleep less night wondering if you were with Stephanie at night, wondering how I can get you to fall for me, wondering if you will ever love me back but I had only been fooling myself, you love me yet you decide to hide that fact and just thinking of how worried and nervous I had been of making you fall in love with me makes me feel like a fool, you are really heartless Cade, you make me sick, I hate you” she finished and then she ran off.
I could do nothing to stop her, I thought because I knew that I deserved all of it.
I love her and yet I kept shut about it, I didn’t let her know and while she struggled in making me see that she loves me, I brought on Stephanie and asked her to pretend to be my mistress.
She is happy that I do love her but angry that I didn’t let her know and to top it all I had made a fool of her by adding Stephanie to the show.
“She won’t listen, should I go and talk to her?” Stephanie asked beside me
“Don’t worry? She is very angry right now, I doubt that she would listen to you” I said
“What will you do now?”Stephanie asked
“Do what I should have done a long time ago” I replied
“What would that be?”she asked
“To get my wife back at all cost”I said feeling determined
I had made a mistake by lying to her and making her believe that I didn’t love her and so I will shower her with all my attention and love and some day I hope that she will forgive me and take me.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
EMILY POV
I got back to the room, feeling so sad and hurt.
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How could cade have been so cruel? I went crazy thinking that he doesn’t love me but it turns out that he does love me.
Have laid in this bed wondering ways on how to get him to fall for me, have had sleepless night wondering if he will love me back just as much as I love him but it turns out that he is really in love with me.
Am happy,happy that he loves me the way I love him but am also sad and hurt that he had kept if from me and what makes me so much more angry Is that Stephanie, the woman he asked to lie knows all about his feelings.
It hurts to know that he had Prefered to keep quiet about his feelings rather than to tell me.
I feel like a fool,I thought as I went to the ward robe to pull out a silk night dress.
I had bought the night dress in hope that I will be able to seduce Cade, I had foolishly thought back then that If I can seduce him and at least give him a child, he won’t want me to leave and then I would use that period to try to woo him and make him see how much I love him but I couldn’t push through with it
Cause even though I had worn the night gown and had looked all pretty that night, he had ignored me and had left my room.
That night I had felt stupid but it can’t compare to how am feeling right now.
What am I going to stop this feeling of hurt, what should I do to to stop it………I thought as I kept crying hard.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
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