HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 41 – The End
Chapter 43
By : Kebby NG Media Services
CADE POV
“What’s wrong?”I asked as I got out of bed
“Don’t come near me! Stay away! Stay away from me”she kept on yelling
I tried to touch her but she slapped my hand away.
“Stay away from me!”She kept on yelling as she scrawled away from me.
Feeling worried, I went after her and pulled her up and still she kept on pushing me away
“Stay away! Please don’t hurt me! Don’t hurt me!”She kept on saying .
Her scared expression remind me of when I raped her years ago, she had cried and begged like this, she had called for help and begged me severally but I paid no heed to her.
This is my doing, I caused her to be like this, I caused her to act like this, this is some sort of trauma she is suffering from.
“Stay away, stay away”She kept on yelling but I pulled her into my arms and tried to calm her down.
“It’s me Emily, it’s me Cade, I won’t hurt you,I promise”I whispered into her ear and she began to calm down, seems like it worked, I thought as I held to me.
She wasnt yelling again but instead she was crying in my arms.
“Am sorry, am really sorry Cade” she said as she kept on crying.
I carried her into my arms and took her back to the room. I sat down still holding her in my arms.
“It’s okay”I said as I cradled her wanting to take away her pain, am the ba$tard who did this to her, I caused her to be like this! I thought as I watched her cry.
“Am sorry that I lashed out at you”She said as she buried her face in my arms
“It’s okay!”I said
“It’s not okay, i don’t know why this thing always intrude with my love life? Each time I get close to other men, I feel this way,like some one wants to harm me, I feel scared and I want to hide, I don’t know what’s wrong with me Cade”
“I thought that it’s because of those men, that I get scared because I don’t love them,that am not ready to give myself to any one yet but I love you right and I should be willing to give myself to you but I can’t, I don’t know why Cade”she said crying harder.
I felt so despicable, this is all my doing, she never had a normal life even after she was saved, her life kept on being haunted by what I did.
“I never told my parents about it, I didn’t want to be worried, you are the first person who knows this”she said sadly
“Should we see a specialist, some one who will can do this sort of thing, I just don’t know Cade, I don’t want to be like this forever, I want to be able to make love to you, I want to make babies With you, I hate this!”she said crying and I pulled her to me, giving her all the strength that I could give her.
If she should see a specialist, he would certainly make it known to her that she had gone through some thing bad or far worst, she would remember and I don’t want that, I don’t want her to remember the ordeal she had to go through and I don’t want her hating me.
Life threw her my way again, it wants me to make amends and that is what I will do, I won’t let her remember yet until have make amends.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 41 – The End
EMILY POV
I stood by the window in the room thinking about what just happened.
Have always had that ordeal to deal with, each time I get to close to men, I always hate it or I make a fuss.
They have never been able to take it far with me because we never get to the room before it comes to haunt me.
Have never have a stable boyfriend and that is all because of this terrible feeling.
It’s like some thing bad happened to me and that in a second or so, the guy with me might try to force himself on me, some times I always even beg them to leave me alone.
But with Cade every thing is different, I had gotten far with him only for that disturbing feeling to come back.
For years I keep on wondering if I was rapped or stuff, that is the only thing that can justify this feeling but I doubt it.
Have always lived a sheltered life,I wouldn’t have been raped by any one, my parents would have told me if some thing like that happened right.
Just then the door opened and Tracy walked in with Gracie.
“So you have been hiding here all day, common the crew have arrived, they came with all the necessary things and there are loads of hot men amongst them”Gracie said and i smiled
“They can be for you but for me Cade is my man, I don’t need those hot men”I said
“I know but It won’t cause you a thing if you were to fl!rt a little, I bet Cade will be very jealous”She said
“Flrting wouldnt be that bad, common let’s go”I said as we both went out.
After meeting the crew who will help us with the resort, I found myself being lured to go out with Gracie,Micheal and some of the guys that came to work with us on the resort.
The car was already off when I remember that I did not tell Cade about my leaving, well he will be too busy to notice my absence.
It’s been so long, since have been to the town, we explored every where she checked out every thing.
While the rest walked off, I stood back starring at some watch,wondering which one would suit Cade.
I was still deciding when I noticed some one starring at me.
I turned only to see crazy Lucy there, I moved back, scared of her attacking me like she did.
“I will not harm you, you have been through a lot for me to do more harm”she said
“What do you mean!”I asked and thought of myself as crazy, why would I be talking to a crazy person.
“You will find out soon, that house that you are staying, the people you are living with, they will make you remember”she said
“What should I remember, what do I have to remember Lucy?”I asked as I moved towards her but she moved away from me
“I can’t tell you more,you have to remember your self”she said
“Lucy wait! At least tell me , what you said that day at the boutique, about Cade being evil, why did you say that?”I asked
“He is evil, he started all this, he started all of it and he will pay, karma will get him and so better watch out “she said and laugh out hysterically before running off.
What does she mean by that? Why does she talk like this, I have to find out more, I thought as I ran after her.
Through the busy road, I saw her running through a narrow street and quickly I ran after her.
She got to a hill top and I saw her enter a shabby looking house.
I ran after her and when I got to her house, I hid by the door when I saw some one i recognise in the house.
What is Cade mother doing here? I thought as I hid by the door watching her and crazy Lucy.
“Quit with your act and tell me what you know”Cade mother said
“Who are you”crazy Lucy replied still acting crazy
“You won’t fool me that you are crazy, I know that you are not crazy, so talk to me before I do some thing that we will all regret”
“What do you want madam Denise”Crazy Lucy said as she stopped pretending
“That’s better, tell me what you know, you were there that night! You were the one who told me that if some one fall off that cliff, they wouldn’t survive but am doubting that now, recently I saw a girl who has the same birth mark as that child”She said
“She couldn’t have survived, I told you that if some one was to fall off that cliff, they can’t survive and I went there to check on her, she died okay, she died”Lucy replied
“But her body was never found “Cade mother said
“Well I don’t know how that happen,All I ………..”
She couldn’t complete her word because Cade’s mother pulled her by her clothe and push her to the wall.
“I hope you are telling me the truth Lucy, that girl should be dead,if she is alive then you better count yourself dead too” she said and I was shocked by hearing her talk of killing some one.
“Keep on with your craziness and keep on keeping your mouth shut as you have done for ten years”she said tapping Lucy Cheek and began to head out.
Quickly I went to hide at the back of the house and I watched Cade mom walk off.
Who is this girl that they are talking about and why is Lucy acting crazy when infact she is well? I thought.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 41 – The End
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