Secret love
Chapter 21
My heart raced and my skin flushed unsure of what he was going to do.
He tilted my chin up with his hand and looked deep in my eyes as if searching for something .
” Are you sure you want to do this? ” he asked studying my face.
“Jay, it’s not like we are going to have sx or something! Just kss me already, ” I said not caring if I sounded desperate.
” There’s nothing I want More,”he said simply as his mouth lowered to cover mine.
When he pulled back, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath his arm still encircling my waist.
” Dmn!” he said in a hoarse whisper. ” That……… that was….. great! Your ksses are amazing! ”
” Of coures not, ” I said as i shook my head slowly, biting down on my bottom lips to resist the urge to kss him again.”
He leaned even closer. ” If you don’t stop biting your lips, l’m not going to concentrate on a word you say. ”
I unhooked my lip from teeth and looked down shyly .
” Look at me, ” he said.
I looked up to see his eyes looked on mine. The uncontrolled desire in his eyes only made me heart pump even faster than before.
” Don’t Shy away from me. I love the new daring you alot!”
” Me too, ” I said as his hand slid down my back, coming to rest on the small of my back .
He leaned on his car taking me with him and I leaned over his shoulder. Neither of us said anything for a while.
” I have something for you, ” Jay said reaching in his pocket. He pulled out my bracelet and tied it around my wrist.
” Thanks , am never taking it off again, ” I said recalling how it helped save me from Jim’s clutches.
” Where did you learn to kss like that? ” Jay asked a smile twitched at the corner of his mouth as he dipped his head towards mine.
” I guess I learnt from the best . I just followed your lead. Am glad you are my first kss.”
” Yes and I hope to be your first everything to,” he said kssing my forehead.
That kind of gave me butterflies in my stomach. I wished that we could stay forever this way not having to deal with Jim or Serena. I hope she understands because there’s no way am giving up Jay now!
Not for anything in this world!
” What are we know ?” Jay asked his chin resting on mine.
” I guess best friends with benefit, ” I said laughing softly as i looked up to look at Jay who was also smiling.
” But seriously though, will you do me the honour of been my girl friend, ” he asked standing in front of me .
” I would love that, but am scared Jay, ” I said honestly.
” Of what? ” he said as he strocked my cheeck. His eyes shone with sincerity.
I closed my eyes and cleared my throat. “Of this, of us. Am afraid I will loose you if anything goes wrong. ”
” You will never loose me. Don’t think too much about it, Just go with it, and know I’ll never force you into anything you don’t want to do, okay? ”
” I know that Jay, and you are right. And so Yes, I’ll be honoured to be your girlfriend, ” I said as i ran a finger down the length of his jaw line.
My eyes fluttered closed as Jay kssed me
This kss was different from the rest and I wanted more. It was soul consuming, intense and so much more. My hands drifted up and I clutched his arms as he held my face. My back touched the car door.
After minutes, seconds, I don’t even know, we manage to break away from each other breathless.
” You taste so good, ” he whispered against my lips .
“Sht, that was crazy! ” I gasp out loud and he laughs.
That was so intense
” I swear I’ll try to be the best boyfriend ever, now let’s go inside, it’s getting chilly out here, ” he told me and i nodded, but I didn’t move. I felt so warm and safe in his arms, and I wanted to stay there forever!
A few seconds later, I pulled back reluctantly as he ran his hand down my arm, taking my hand and interlacing our fingers leading the way to my house.
This is by far the best night of my life!
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