A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL : CHAPTER 181 – 190

A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL : CHAPTER 181 – 190

Lucifer sat on the couch, his empty gaze fixed on a spot somewhere beyond me, as if I were merely a shadow flitting in and out of his consciousness.

“Lucifer,” I whispered, my voice barely breaking the stillness. He didn’t respond, didn’t even blink. I could feel the weight of his anger still hanging in the air, thick and suffocating, but something deeper simmered beneath it. I needed to know what he was thinking, what he felt.

I moved closer, each step feeling like a leap into the unknown. The distance between us shrank,I stopped just short of the couch, my breath catching as I searched his face for any sign of what was going on inside his mind.

For a long moment, he continued to stare at me, his expression unreadable. I felt exposed under his gaze, raw and vulnerable, every emotion I had been holding back threatening to spill over. My heart aches from fear, scared he might end up hitting me.

Then, without a word, he stood up. The movement was fluid, almost graceful, but it felt like a declaration. He was distancing himself from me, and I could feel my heart sinking deeper into despair.

“Where are you going?” I asked, the question slipping out before I could stop myself.

He paused, his back to me, and I could see the tension in his shoulders. “To think,” he replied, his voice low and steady, but the edge in it sent a shiver down my spine.

“Please, don’t—” I started, but he cut me off with a sharp turn, his eyes finally meeting mine. They were stormy, filled with emotions I couldn’t quite decipher.

“Don’t what, Selene?” he challenged, his tone laced with frustration. “Don’t think? Don’t feel? What do you want from me?” he growl ” you’re the one giving me all these weird emotions!”

I opened my mouth to respond, but no words came. What could I say? I wanted to reach out, to bridge the gap that had widened between us, but I felt paralyzed by the weight of my mistakes.

“I don’t want to fight,” I said finally, my voice trembling. “I just want to understand. I want to fix this.”

His gaze softened for just a moment, and I dared to hope. But then it hardened again, and the flicker of warmth vanished. “You think it’s that simple? You think you can just waltz back in here and pretend like nothing happened?”

“I’m not pretending!” I exclaimed, desperation creeping into my voice. “Its your fault for never saying what’s in your mind, do you like me or not!!”

He studied me for a long moment, his expression inscrutable. I could see the conflict in his eyes, the battle between the anger he felt and the remnants of what we once had.

“you really want to know what am thinking?” He move closer ” you think you can handle it?”

“I don’t know!” I admitted, my voice breaking. “But I’m here, aren’t I? I came back. Doesn’t that mean something?”

“hmm” he still look very upset

I stepped closer, compelled by an urge to reach him, to break through the walls he had built around himself. “tell me.”

His eyes narrowed slightly, and I could see the gears turning in his mind. “selene ” his eyes were still looking empty ” do you have any idea what I want to do to you right now? To make you see how angry I am??” He grab my hair, not too forcefully but not light either, he pull me closer, no space between us.

I watch him lean closer, looking at me ” I need to see you naked, on your knees, bend on all fours while I spank you, a hard spank that you will cry and beg me for no more” he growl ” I want you to beg selene, beg in tears, ask for forgiveness, ask me to stop torturing you and in that moment ” he lower his hand to my neck ” I will fuck you till you pass out ”

Swallowing I dared to still speak ” do you like me or not ” my gaze meet his ” am I your woman?”

” Yes ” he frown ” you’re mine ” I wanted kissing him but to my surprise, he push me back ” stay away from me Selene” he turn his back ” you have Lucien scent all over you ”

It was the first time he has ever refused a kiss from me, I feel so horrible…. How do I make him forgive me? Am I doing too much?

A DEAL WITH THE DEVIL : CHAPTER 181 – 190

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