ILLEGALLY YOURS : CHAPTER 21 – 30
Written by Rhema J.
*𝙇𝙚𝙩’𝙨 𝙀𝙣𝙙 𝙄𝙩*
𝘿𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙠
I’ve been looking for ways to get rid of Veronica but she just wouldn’t leave me. Jerry is an asshole for forcing me to get into this in the first place and now I don’t know how to go out. Veronica is great, in bed, and pretty but she’s not just the one and I think she knows that but wouldn’t accept we aren’t progressing.
I don’t think we ever progressed and now I’m certain that Dove is back. Call me crazy but I can’t get that kiss out of my mind, I don’t think I’ve tasted a lips as sweet as hers. I want to kiss her again, badly but I can’t. She’s not up to eighteen yet, doing so means I’m committing a crime and it will come with consequences.
“Huh?” Dove looks shocked. “If you’re tired of her then why do you still keep her? Do you think it’s okay to play with people’s feelings?”
I sigh. “I’m not playing with her, she knows we aren’t progressing but she’s choosing to ignore. She’s playing with her feelings herself” I defend myself.
“If it’s so then why do you kiss her?” I was stunned by the next question but I answered. “I just did”
“Just did” She looked surprised.
“It meant nothing” I shrug.
“You just kiss people without feeling a thing?” She raises one of her brows at me. “So does that mean-” she bit her lips without completing what she was about to say and realization down on me. Is she thinking I felt nothing when I kissed her? That was the hottest shit I’ve ever felt, I’ve dreamt of feeling it again but I know better.
“So… A week ago… When we… Did you not feel-” She stuttered with her words. I know what she’s trying to ask and I’m about to reply to her when Veronica comes in.
“I’ll excuse you” Dove clears her throat and leaves me with Veronica. It felt awkward and silent, Veronica had this look on her face and I hope she overheard my conversation with Dove. I do.
“I heard what said to that little girl,” She says, painfully.
𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙂𝙤𝙙. “That little girl has a name, Dove” I correct her.
“Yeah whatever” She scoffs, she still looks pained and I kind of feel bad for her. I didn’t mean to hurt her but at the same time, I’m glad she knows my feelings. Maybe she can find someone better.
“So… Are we over now?” I call her attention to what she’s trying to avoid again.
“You’re in a rush to dump me so you can be with Dove right?” She gives me a look but I don’t answer and she lets out a painful chuckle. “You don’t know what you’re getting yourself into Derek. Dove is a minor, you’d get arrested if anyone finds out” She warns me.
I know what it will cost for me to be involved with Dove in any way. I’ve seen it in her eyes, I know what she feels and I believe it’s just because she’s young. She’s naive and once she’s all grown up, she would realize I was never who she wanted maybe then find someone else- of her age.
I don’t know what to feel about this. Something stings me on the chest with the thought of her finally happy with someone else, kissing someone else. Some other fucking dude would get to kiss those pink lips that taste like sugar.
I ignore these feelings.
“It’s not about Dove. I don’t do young girls. It’s about us not working out. I want us to end this Veronica” I say.
“I get it, Derek. You don’t feel anything for me but we can be friends with benefits” She tries to convince me.
𝙃𝙤𝙬 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙄 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄’𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙥𝙪𝙨𝙨𝙮 𝙚𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧?
“I don’t think you understand what I’m talking about when I say I want to end this. I don’t want is seeing each other, speak to each other, or fucking!” I try my best to explain as much as I can.
“But-” She still tries to convince me but I’m done for real.
“Nothing Veronica. I can’t, let’s end this for once and all. If you won’t leave then I’d leave” I made an attempt to rise from the chair but she held me back.
“I’ll leave,” She says while holding her hands in the air. “And better don’t come looking for me in the future!” She rolls her eyes.
Is that supposed to be a threat? Well, scratch that.
“I promise I won’t come looking for you in the future,” I tell her. I don’t think anything can ever make me miss her and I take back what I said. She’s freaking bad in bed and her pussy is too loose plus it smells like shit.
I watch her leave, matching the floor and swinging her arms like she’s fighting with the air. It made me feel some sort of relief till I remembered what she told me earlier.
𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙠𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪’𝙧𝙚 𝙜𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝘿𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙠. 𝘿𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙖 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙛 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙤𝙪𝙩.
I told myself I didn’t do this for Dove. No matter how sweet her lips taste I’m never getting involved with her. It’s not about me getting into trouble, it’s about hurting her.
She will never remain the same once she finds out the truth.
ILLEGALLY YOURS : CHAPTER 21 – 30
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