SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 121 – 130
BY ANNY WRITES
CHAPTER 130B
The pains on my head became ragged as Jayson changed my band-aid carefully, he’s now cladded in a simple t-shirt and baggy jean shorts…….his shiny fore legs exposed as he squat in front of me, wrapping my head up
“Feeling better?” He asked as he rounded up and scotted besides me
“My throbbing head?, Yes…..but my messed up mind?, No” I replied cheekily and he sighed….. taking my hand while squeezing it tightly
“You want to talk about it?” He asked calmly and my gaze fixed on him, looking at him with pains aching my chest
“I just want to be with you, knowing you are around always make me feel better” I snorted and he pulled me into his chest where I just lay there….. feeling like a princess…..his princess
“I’m getting so close on catching him and when I do, I will let you take justice……
I will let you do to him whatever you please” he assured and I raised my head to look at him again, I just can’t get enough of his beauty
“Jayson?” I called
“Yeah, Star?” He answered
“You know, there was a time I was planning on telling you something very important?” I questioned and he looks back at me
“Yeah, you never got to tell me” he said, tugging me closer to his comforting warmth
“Can you wait a little bit longer?, I just want to know if you will be able to wait till I’m fully ready to tell you, and promise me you won’t get mad at me……. much” I asked with my face buried in his chest and he stroked my hair backwards
“I won’t rush you, princess, whatever it is you want to me?, I’m ready to listen and I will wait till you are ready” he assured and I didn’t know when a tear slipped down my eye
“Promise?” I asked perking out my pinky finger
“I promise, Star” he answered, locking our pinky fingers as he kissed the interlocked fingers gently
I didn’t know love until I met this man, his is everything I ever wished for, he’s more than what I bargained for, loving him wasn’t part of the plan but I guess, there was never really a plan in the first place,
I just walz into his life and he held me still before I tumbled off, he’s now my strength and I’d rather die than not being with him
If though the truth later hurts, I’m sure he wouldn’t hate me….. much
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 121 – 130
Gina sat still…. unmoving as Mandy walked in, her hands bandaged as she saw the gloomy look on Gina’s face
“Everything alright, gurl?” Mandy asked, Gina isn’t the type of person who sulks around, she’s always full of energy and always shiny and always laughing, Gina is a vibes girl but seeing her like this, something isn’t right
“I did something really stupid” she voiced out and Mandy immediately sat close to her
“You slept with someone’s boyfriend?” Mandy asked teasingly, trying to ease her mood and she chuckles at that before hitting Mandy playfully
“Nah, I had a little disagreement with my mom and I said some nasty shît……
something I shouldn’t have said but I can’t take it back no more, I already said it” she joaked and Mandy nods in understanding
“Come here baby, no need to sulk over that, I’m sure something made you say that” Mandy cooed and Gina suggles into her embrace
“I shouldn’t have said that…….I actually wished her dead” Gina frowned upon herself
“Fúck!, you did what!?” Mandy snapped slightly angry
“I know I’m stupid” Gina sniffled as Mandy lets out a huge exhale
“I’m sure you had your reasons….. don’t beat yourself up” Mandy offered and Gina shakes her head
“I just……I just have this stupid feeling that my Mom is been partial….. like she doesn’t treat us equally, she prefers Jayson to Jasper and i” she furthered, looking hurt
“You don’t even know Jasper…..” Mandy trails
“But he’s still my brother, and I love him….. even though I don’t know what he looks like, I still feel his pains and each fùcking day I try to figure out what made him do what he did eighteen years ago, he was so young…..
why would he even think of killing someone?, that’s so wrong” Gina fussed, looking angry
“Are you saying that it’s your Mother’s fault?, are you saying that she’s the reason he had those murder thoughts?” Mandy asked softly
“Exactly, if she had ever cared for him, even a little…..if she had ever paid attention to him, if she had tried to figure out what was eating her son up,
I bet Jasper wouldn’t have done something terrible” Gina explained and Mandy saw some senses in what she said
“I think you are right, maybe she never really cared for him…… enough to know what’s going on in Jasper head at time, she was too busy focused on……”
“Jayson!….” Gina completed Mandy’s statement, she looks so angry she’s about to burst
“It’s okay….. I’m sure she didn’t mean it that way, nobody is perfect and anyone can make such mistakes” Mandy cooed
“That’s an expensive mistake, I just want to see my brother, I want to know how’s doing since my Mother doesn’t care” Gina rasped out in tears as Mandy pulled her close, crying her eyes out on Mandy’s shoulder
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 121 – 130
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