SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 141 – 150

SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 141 – 150

BY ANNY WRITES

CHAPTER 150

“Three months ago?, Yes….but right now, No…….I made a mistake and I’m willing to do anything to fix it” I breathe out and he slowly faced me and I staggered backwards……I have never seen this angry look on Jayson’s face before…… it’s pure and real

“You can’t do anything to fix it” he deadpan and I felt my heart sank deeply into my stomach

“What about our child that I’m carrying?, It should be enough reason for us to forget about what happened” I said sounding desperate than intended and I don’t regret it, I can’t live without Jayson, he’s my everything now and it breaks my heart to see him pushing me away

“You can give birth to the baby, we can take care of the baby…….” He says and my eyes lit up instantly as a smile plastered on my face ” but not together, I don’t want to have anything to do with you again Jasmine” he says and my smile vanished as I instantly clutched onto him

“Jayson please….. don’t leave me, we need you, your child needs you!!” I sobbed as he slowly pulled us apart

“You signed a contract anyway and it’s over, and so are we…… just go….. please” he said and I hit him hard on the chest……I hit him again and again and again till my knuckles hurt and I sobbed uncontrollably

“Fúck you Jayson!, You can’t just throw me out of your life like I mean nothing, I fell in love with you even though my main intention was to hurt you, I accepted you even after what your physcohaptic brother did!………I….I……I accepted your family and….. you want to push me away!…… can’t you see….that …..I can’t breathe without you…..I can’t…..be without you, can’t you see that you’ve succeed in capturing me?” I said clutching onto his collar but he grabbed my hands and shoved them away…… and there goes my heart

“Just like that contract, what we had was never real, you were never real….. and this fùcking ring?” He said pulling out his wedding ring…..our wedding ring “this fùcking ring isn’t real as well!… ” He half yelled and flings the ring across the room……..I watched as everything displayed in front of me in slow motion, the ring disappearing into nothingless with clinging sounds as Jayson pointed towards the exit

“Just go……I will come back for my child but just go please, we are over…… just as your contact with my Mom says” he said and turned his back on me…….I stare at him for the longest minutes of my life and slowly pulled out my ring

“You are right, we are over…… good bye Jayson” I said as the ring dropped from my hands to the ground and I spuned around, heading for the exit with thudding heartbeats

Ninety nine percent of me yearns for his call…..with each step I take I wish he’d stop me….. grabbed my hands and tell me he never meant those words and kiss my tears away, with each step I itched for him to stop me but he didn’t……I slammed the door and with three movement I heard the door clicked shut……….he fucking shut me out, he fùcking locked the door, does it mean we’re really over?

I almost choked on my sliava as I hurriedly left…….bloting out the door, the gate and the Mansion entirely, my feet hurt as I ran down the road with my heels……tears streaming down my ears as I continued running, I don’t know where I’m running to exactly but I just run and run and run without looking back….. without waiting for him to stop me

As if God felt my pains, it started raining heavily and I allowed myself get soaked……the rain washing my tears as more stream down my face…… and soaking my phone as well…..it all brings back the memories of the time I got locked out by my uncle and Jayson saved me……but now Jayson is the one who locked me out and I don’t have anyone to save me

“I hate you Jayson, I hate you so much it hurts!” I whispered fervently as my legs moved on it’s own accord,rain splashing down on me as everywhere gets darker by the moment

I stumbled and fall down hard on road, bruising my elbows and forearms but that didn’t stop me…..I need to get out of here, I need to stop this ragging rollercoaster tearing my skull, my head hurts, my feet hurts, everything hurts……I never knew this day would haunt me down like this

My phone fell and I slowed down, grasping for air as the rain drenched me….my heart is hurting like it’s been broken into a million shattering pieces and I just want to end it all…….I turned around and picked my phone as I noticed movements behind me……my instincts snapped to life instantly as I spuned around but I don’t see anyone…….the rain is blurring my vision and I repeatedly clean my face just to make out my environment……

Another movement from my back made me snapped around again but I see nothing……. what the fúck is happening?

“Anybody there!!!?” I called out but only the heavy rain responded and I clutched onto my phone tighter while looking around, maybe I’m just imagining things, my head is messed up already and I’m just seeing things…….I sighed as I turned around and something slammed the back of my head and that’s it…….I tried moving but I fell into the clutches of darkness as my eyes closed

READ ALSO : HIS OBSESSION : CHAPTER 1 – 10

SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 141 – 150

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