SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 81 – 90
BY ANNY’S WRITES
CHAPTER 89B
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 81 – 90
“Well, I’m also hurting here you know!, I thought we were friends!, But obviously I was wrong because you are overacting!”
“I’m overreacting?, You call keeping secrets from me overreacting?” She suddenly calmed down as she said the words almost in whispers
“I’m sorry” I blurted out before I could stop myself, we are both wrong here but sometimes in friendships or relationships, it doesn’t matter who is wrong, the only thing that matters is being the bigger person and make things right
She dipped her hands into her sliky brown curls and brushed it backwards in fustration, the silence lingering was choking and suffocating as she slowly looks at me, I looked back at her and I saw the hurt and guilt in her eyes too
She opened her hands wide and I furrowed my eyebrows, looking at her as she narrows her gaze and gestured for me to come close, which I reluctantly did as she wraps her arms around me, squeezing me in the warmest embrace I have ever experienced
I shut my eyes closed as I responded, clutching onto her as if my life depends on it, I’ve missed her alot and I can tell she does too from the way she was hugging me
“I’m also sorry for being an à ss, I should have tried to understand your reasons instead of going out of control, I missed us” she mutters as we still held each other
“The truth is, I really wanted to tell you but I just couldn’t bring myself at that time to say anything because it was supposed to be a secret, I really needed the closure and I just couldn’t risk it, I’m sorry” I also whispered as she pulled away and held my cheeks in a baby like manner
“Don’t you think someone else deserves to know the truth?, It would break him if he finds out later” she said and I felt something sank deeply into my stomach as I squeezed my face in hurt
“I just can’t bring myself to tell him anything, each time I try, I end up chewing on my words, it’s really hard, I don’t know how he would react to it” I said with difficulty and she nods lightly, stroking my right cheek
“You have to try, Jayson trust you, and keeping secrets from him isn’t right, you both will end up getting hurt, badly” she said and bite my buttom lip as I tried to suppress the bubbling feeling inside
“I don’t know Mika, it’s going to be really hard for me”
“What’s going to be really hard for my Star to do?” Jayson’s voice suddenly blurts out as I stiffened on my spot, Mika’s lips parted slightly as she stared at him with shock, it only lasted for a second as she quickly wipes it off her face but I still stood numbed to the ground, finding it difficult to turn around
He placed his hand on my shoulders as he pulled me away from Mika, smiling brightly as I gulped down and finally looked at him, by now both of my hands were in his arms as I stood by his side
“No… nothing” I almost stuttered and I cursed myself inwardly for being too obvious, judging by the unraveling smile on his face, he doesn’t seem to know what’s going on, did he by any chance evesdroped on our conversation?, I doubt it because if he did then I’m pretty sure he won’t be smiling
“Are you okay, Star, you look flushed and drained….did you two had an argument?” Jayson’s worrisome voice filled my ears and I subtly hugged him from the side as I smiled at him, faking my most mouth watering smiles ever
“I’m honestly fine, Mika and I were just having a random conversation that involves her work, right Mika?” I narrowed my gaze towards her and she nods lightly, I could tell the smile on her face isn’t real either and she was giving me the scolding look which I clearly ignored
“Yeah, just normal work stuff” she said with a wave of her hand as she walked in, Jayson furrowed his eyebrows as I pulled him along
“No problem then, I guess” he said and Mika suddenly turned towards him and poked his chest with her index finger two times
“Uh, the only problem is that you’ve completely stolen my friend, all she thinks about is you and she doesn’t have time for me anymore!” Mika said with a grin and I exhaled deeply, I see what she did there….nice save
“That’s not true” I whined and Jayson rubbed his chest as if he’s trying to ease the pains even though he isn’t affected by her small fingers
“I don’t see why you want to gobble me up for spending quality time with my wife, don’t you think you should be married too by now, hmm Mika?” Jayson teased with his right eye brow standing and Mika gasped dramatically while holding her chest
“Oh no!, you did not just say that!, Did he say that!?, Oh no!, he shouldn’t have!” Mika half yelled as she luched towards him but I quickly stepped in the middle with my hands spreading wider and she crashed into it, I quickly wrapped my hands up in a hug and dragged her away from Jayson as she struggles like a mad dog and Jayson laughed at her mockingly
“I can’t let you hit my husband, not on my watch” I said with a teasing smrik and she suddenly went cold
“You’ve just broken rule 1 of the bestie code, I’m not sure if we are friends anymore, maybe I’m in the wrong house, I should probably leave” Mika said and I pulled her backwards in-between laughter
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 81 – 90
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