DESTINED TO LOVE
EPISODE 13
Emma’s POV
I don’t know what just happened and I couldn’t seem to function. I was so lost in that kiss…
Edan had taken me by surprise and now he was kissing me. It was nothing like the kisses with Den. It was d–n different. It was a whole different feeling, a whole new experience. I feel like I was on cloud nine…
But I’ve to stop it…
I tried to push him away but he held me closer, his hand on my waist. I applied some force on his chest but he didn’t move a bit.
My legs become jellylike and I was pretty sure if Edan hadn’t been holding me I wouldn’t be standing right now.
He bit my lower lip and I tried my best not to moan. He asked me for the entry but I kept my mouth shut.
This is so wrong…
But why it felt so right?
“D–n it, Emma! Kiss me.” He whispered while parting away for milliseconds before his lips were on mine again.
He squeezed my butt and this made me gasped. He took this as an opportunity and gain entry into my mouth and there I couldn’t control it. I kissed him back with the same passion. I could feel his smile against my lips. My hands moved towards his black hairs and I pulled them. I had never been kissed like this before…it was so amazing.
It felt so amazing…
He drew back and started kissing my jawline, my ear while his one hand on my thigh and other on my waist.
“Moan my name,” Edan said before his lips were on mine again.
I tried my best not to but I couldn’t control it.
“E-Edan…” I moaned while kissing back.
I had never felt this way before, even not during my first kiss.
D–n it! What the hell! It’s so d–n wrong .
Edan drew back and rest his forehead on mine. We both panting heavily. My eyes staring into his ocean eyes.
God! Why do I love them…
“E-Edan…” I whispered trying to talk but he put his finger on my lips shushing me.
He held my cheek gently and looked into my eyes. There was something different in his eyes which I couldn’t comprehend. It was a new feeling, some mysterious thing.
“That was the best kiss I ever had… You don’t know how long I wanted to do this… For how long I wanted to kiss those red lips…” He said kissing my lips again as I inhaled a deep breath.
“Emma… You’re mine and only mine. No one could have you… No one.” He said. His grip getting stronger around me. I love this thing. I love that kiss. I love how Edan makes me feel.
Emma … You can’t do this. You have
to let it go. This is a mistake. A Big Mistake… He’s a player and no way
in hell he will ever fall in love with
you… You’re nobody and he’s
somebody… You’re nothing
Emma … nothing… keep that in mind.. . My conscience reminded me.
I pushed Edan away and he looked at me with shocked eyes.
“E-Emma?” He started.
“That was a mistake…”I cut his sentence holding back my tears.
His expression changed from surprised one to an angry one.
“That was a mistake?A mistake?” He scoffed in anger.
“Ha! A mistake? D–n!” He balled his hand into a fist and bang it on the table making me flinch.
“How can you say that Emma? How? That was the best kiss I ever had… And now you’re saying that it was a mistake… A D–N Mistake! D–n it, Emma… D–n it.” He yelled his eyes getting angrier.
I know I had hurt him but I have to stop this before its too late before I’m deeply in love with him. Before I fall for him hard… which is starting…
“Look Edan. I- I’m sorry. I just can’t…I can’t.” I tried to explain him.
He stepped closer and shook me.”Why Emma? Why you just can’t? Why? Can’t you see I have feelings for you. These d–n feelings… and they are getting stronger each day. Stronger!” His voice getting lower and lower. My heart skipped a beat at his words and I wanted to stay with him. I wanted to tell him that I feel the same in a kinda way but I can’t. I’m a coward. I’m not strong. I can’t even express my feelings.
His help, his care for me and how he rescued me from Den, made my heart grow soft for him. I started to like him deep down but I will never show him. I don’t want to make his life a hell as well.
“Please! Forgive me… You deserve better.” With a last glance towards him, I went out of the office. I placed my hand over my mouth to muffle my cries. I didn’t miss the hurt that was showing clearly in his eyes.
I’m sorry Edan, but I can’t fall in love again… You don’t know what I had been through Edan. You can’t find what you’re looking for, in me. I cannot make you happy.
I went straight to the washroom and cried like hell.
“I’m so sorry Edan… So sorry. I just can’t… I can’t.”
Edan’s POV.
A mistake? A d–n mistake? How could she say that? I had never felt this way before. Never…
Emma why are you doing this to me? Why? From the first day, I want to kiss her. I want to make her mine but she rejected me… she rejected me.
D–n it…D–n it.
How could she do that? No one has ever rejected me before. No one… She’s the only girl who got the nerve to reject me…I am falling hard for her and I have to stop it. I thought by kissing her, everything will be over but no d–n! I was wrong these feelings got even stronger and now I want more.
I want her… She is mine and only mine. Emma! I’m going to get you…I’m gonna make you fall for me. I’ll get you and then you’re going to be mine. Only mine. I know there is something stopping you from falling for me and I’m gonna find it and crush it.
.
And I may know the right person to talk about it.
I pulled out my phone and dial the number. After three rings the person finally picked up.
“Hello… Mr. James?”
“Yes?”
“It’s me Edan,” I replied.
“Oh yes. Edan! What can I do for you?” He sounded pleased.
“There is something I want to ask you about.”
“What you want to ask?” He inquired politely.
“Not on the phone. I’ll meet you in 2 hours. It’s very important.”
“Okay. I hope everything’s fine.” He said worriedly.
“I’ll see you then.” With that, I hung up.
I went to my car and started the engine. I drove for one hour and there I was in front of Emma’s house.
I knocked the door and Mrs. James opened the door.
“Edan… What a surprise?” She hugged me.
“Well, Mrs. James sorry for the disturbance.” I started.
“Oh call me Rebecca.” She said.
“Okay…Rebecca. I came here to meet Mr. James.” I replied seriously.
“Everything okay?” She said worriedly.
“Edan you have arrived.” I heard Mr. James voice from behind her.
I looked behind Rebecca to see him.
“Come in dear.” He said and I went in.
He led me to a small door that leads to his office. I sat on the sofa while Mr. James and Rebecca sat in front of me.
“You said there was something important?” He asked.
“I want to know about Emma’s past.” I came straight to the point.
They looked at each other surprised then looked at me.
“What happened?” Rebecca said horrified.
“The thing is I have. I-I have strong feelings for Emma and…and I have told her. But she rejected me saying she’s not good for me… And she can’t do that. I don’t know what’s her problem?” I paused.
“So, I came here. You’re her parents and you know her. I thought that you could help me to win her heart.” I told them the reason for me being here.
Her mother put her hand on her mouth trying to control her sobs.
” My poor baby… She still thinks that it’s all her fault, James.” She said sobbing while Mr. James comforted her.
“What’s her fault?” I questioned.
“Look Edan… We appreciate your feelings and we want Emma to be happy. We believe in you and we will support you. But… believe me, it’s not our place to tell you that.” He paused.
“It’s her.” He said referring to Emma and I sighed.
“She won’t tell me. Maybe you can give me some hint or something?” I pleaded.
I need to know. Even a little!
He thought for a minute and nodded.
“I’m going to tell you something but promise me you won’t tell Emma about it.”
“I promise…” I told him, ready to hear about her troubles.
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