SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 111 – 120
BY ANNY WRITES
CHAPTER 113
Jasmine’s Pov
I stared at the thingy in my hand that’s confirming that I’m actually pregnant, I knew I was but I just needed to be really sure, going to the hospital means opening a free passage for the world to know
I stormed out of the bathroom and started arranging the test kit with shaky hands, my breath was ragged as I hide the kit, my dumb contract is ending in a week and Jayson and I are not in good terms
It’s been three days and I haven’t seen nor heard from him, he hasn’t even been to the house, he’s been avoiding me like a plauge and I don’t blame him because I asked for it but I never thought he would take it so serious
I saw the video of him beating Jasper, honestly I felt somehow happy watching him hual him into the neatly stacked drinks, almost disfiguring his face…..I loved it but that doesn’t mean I wanna see him yet
But all that is slowly changing since I’m pregnant with Jayson’s baby, I shouldn’t be pregnant….. I’m not supposed to be pregnant, that’s not part of the contract but I foolishly let my guards down
Funny how Jayson is still holding onto a childish love, I don’t love him, maybe I’m attracted to him but I won’t call it love, my purpose in his life is to hurt him and I can’t risk falling for him unless I also want to get hurt, and that’s out of the question
Okay, maybe I did feel better being close to him, and I would tag that because we are literally the only one living together so it’s bound to happen,
but I’ve taken things really far by getting pregnant out of the blue, he would be happy if he hears this but I won’t be happy because I’m definitely not ready to be a mother or even a wife
This place has been super boring, not that I miss Jayson or anything but I’m just really used to his presence that I’m starting to feel sick without him
I sucked in my breath as I opened my contact list, I wonder how he’s doing after the fight since he didn’t bother to come home, judging from the video, he looks battered…..
he wasn’t injured but he looks like he had had a few drinks and I guess that added to the reason why he almost killed Jasper
I reluctantly dailed his number, it’s not like I care about him, I just want to find out if he’s okay….. it’s nothing serious
I should have known, I sigh before tossing my phone aside, he refused to answer my calls and damn me for even trying to reach out to him in the first place, if he doesn’t want to talk to me then that’s his loss and problem,
my job here will be over soon and I can’t wait to leave his life…… and as for the pregnancy, he doesn’t have to know about it, it’s my fault I got pregnant for him and I will take full responsibility of my child, besides Mrs Mantinda is willing to pay me a fortune, my child and I won’t suffer, not in this life or the next
Even though I’m sad, I still managed to leave the bed and head downstairs, Mika will be at work by this time, definitely and I can’t go over there to distract her, I will just stay at home and wait for the almighty Jayson to arrive and if he doesn’t……I don’t care either
Walking towards the kitchen as the door bell rang and I paused, is that Jayson?, Could it be him?, Why do I suddenly feel excited about him?
I didn’t know how and why but I found myself opening the door in excitement, forgetting about all the useless thoughts that crossed my mind a few minutes ago but my smile vanished as I saw the complete opposite of Jayson standing outside the door, my face turned red instantly and I clenched onto the door nob
“What are you doing here?”
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 111 – 120
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