SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 71 – 80

SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 71 – 80

BY ANNY’S WRITES

CHAPTER 78

The Next Day

Jasmine’s Pov

I snuggled up to the broad figure besides me, trying to get as much comfort as possible as it suddenly became so safe sleeping in his arms, feeling his pulse as I layed still, he doesn’t move, rather he pulled me closer into his warmth as I sprawled my legs over his, interlocking him, as we were literally hugging each other whilst sleeping

I remembered everything clearly, it was an imagination, the flash of light I thought was lightening was actually Jayson’s phone, he came for me right when I needed him the most, he’s suddenly became my protector, someone who looks out for me.

Weeks ago we were loggerheads, fighting, grumbling, Ignoring each other’s existence….I don’t know what changed, I really can’t tell why Jayson is suddenly close to me, he’s englofing me with a strange feeling I’m yet to accept

He did say he loves me, but maybe it’s just because of the heat in the moment at that time, we were drowned in pleasure and really didn’t know what we were saying

I said a lot of things, most things I really can’t remember but this strange feeling of suddenly finding peace in his arms, I feel safe, I feel this warmth exoding from me, making me to question what I truly feel for him

Love?

Lust?

Or is this all a game?

I opened my eyes and looked up at him, he obviously didn’t sleep a wink last night due to the fact that I was shivering, I saw how worried and concerned he was, I can’t even bring myself to tell him the truth….. it’s going to break him

I don’t want to shatter this little trust friendship between us, I don’t love him, certainly…..but I do care about what he feels and I can’t bare seeing him hurting, is that what loving someone actually feels like?…… don’t answer that question, please

My hands subconsciously trails on his perfect jawline, the thin line between his lips, his gorgeous cheekbone…..his closed eyes that I know by now would be glistening brown each time he looks at him

How can someone be this perfect, this handsome, a perfectly sculpted human grace of destruction, he’s dangerously breathtaking, looking up close now makes me see just how beautiful he is

Yes, I used the word beautiful because mere words can’t describe just how attractive this man is

Even without my pills I survived yesterday because of him, I could have landed in the hospital or even worse, fall into a huge sickness but just his touch did the magic, just his warmth made me feel better, as addictive as a drug, I felt ease….. this aura of calmness eloping me as he covers me with his body, I can’t explain how he did it, the more I think about it, the more dazed I become

I smiled as my fingers trails to his lips, his perfect lips, it’s been two days and I haven’t kissed him…..I suddenly felt the burning urge to close the space between us, I missed the feeling and the excitement it registers through my cells

A mild gasp escaped my lips as he suddenly scoops me in his arms, making me lay directly on his body, a small smile on his face as he held my waist possessively with both hands and I rested my head on his chest, feeling and hearing his soft heartbeats syncing with mine

“Morning Star” he mumbles, feeling the vibration on my chest and I suddenly wondered the reason behind the nickname he gave me

” Why do you call me Star, what’s the reason behind it?” I asked and he poised his lips as I felt him caressing the thin line on my spine, sending cold shivers entirely to my body

“Aren’t you curious cat?, why don’t you figure it out?” he asked, I raised my head and our eyes met…. and awwww his morning face!…. God help me!!!!

“Just tell me the reason, you don’t have to be a dîckhead over everything” I mumbled and his hands slide to my àss and my body stiffened…. literally

“Your eyes” he said and I furrowed my eyebrows

“My eyes?” I asked quizzically and he made me lay my head back on his chest, as I heard every single beat his heart makes…..his hands trailing off my àss to my middle back…..curse me for noticing every single move he makes

“You have the prettiest eyes and they shine so bright, your bright eyes, I can’t seem to get enough of it” he mumbles and raised my head again and he chuckled, he’s so carefree and that makes my heart melts

“Thanks for yesterday, I really appreciate” I said raising my body halfway to see his face properly.

SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 71 – 80

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