UNTIL I MET YOU : CHAPTER 151 – 160
” You shot him.” I say and turn to look at him. He couldn’t meet my eyes and he just nods.
” You killed your father because he ratted you out ?”
” I have to. He was a coward. He was supposed to support me since we were always close. Even when my mother threatened to leave his life because he was involved with the mafia , I didn’t leave. I always support him, including the countless times he cheated. The grief of having a mistress and Freddie and the guilt of what he did , I had to kill him.”
I didn’t say a word. I pace around the room and cross my arms. Gray’s so much. I’m too innocent for him. All of this is too much. So his mother tried to leave his father too when she found out.
” Did you mother knew from the start he was involved with drugs.”
” She didn’t. It was when I turned fifteen she discovered and it was through Damon. Damon went to rehab actually because of his drugs intake. She blamed me for it because i knew about it and didn’t tell her.”
” Why did you not tell her ?”
” Because I was also involved. I liked it and I loved the lifestyle. It was a choice I made when I was a teenager.”
” So it was when Damon left rehab he joined the army. Why not SWAT ? I think their major jobs is to fight against illegal drugs.”
” I don’t know. We had issues when he knew i was with dad. Nobody knew I killed my father.”
” Till date ?”
” Yes. I didn’t tell anyone. I flew out of town and came to New York that was how I started Summit. Or maybe I actually started it secretly before I killed my father. I just wanted to make sure Sinclair get out of the way.”
” You’ve done a lot of shit.”
” I know and I’m really sorry I didn’t tell you.”
” If no one knew you killed your dad , then who told Vladimir?” I ask.
” I don’t know. I bet he guessed that just to make me look bad in front of you.”
I turn my back against him and sigh. I really want a break from all of this. Maybe visit Miami with Alexa and my friends this weekend. It’s gonna be worth it. I need to be far from all of this heavy secrets. Now I’m wishing I didn’t ask in the first place. It’s better to be kept in the dark , than to carry this heavy secrets.
” Why did you do all of that ? What you did to Sinclair was wrong. Your type of game is shitty and too dangerous.”
” That’s how the Mafia works , Ariel. You have to take out the people on top to be on top. That’s the ugly shit.”
” And you thought it’s nice to take out your boss and every other unlucky souls. Do you even have a soul ?”
He sighs deeply.” I’m sorry. For everything that I’ve put you through. The problems, the trauma. Everything , I’m really sorry.”
” Sorry ? Sorry won’t bring back my normal life , Gray. I lost my normal life the very day you barged into my car. You know most times , I wished i didn’t meet you. I wish we didn’t even cross parts. Maybe I’ll be concentrating in school and going to therapy so I can fight my depression. Not running from gun-men and mob people who wants to kill me because my so called boyfriend is a Mafia boss and he did a lot shit to a lot of shitty people. The fights never end Gray and you know it. But yet , you had to put me in between your mess. I got shot because of you.” I yell and turn to look away from him. He’s turn me into a mess. Maybe I’m the cause. I had time to back out from his world but I thought i could stick in because he’s unavoidable.
” You have a right to yell at me. Do whatever you want to do to me , i deserve it.” He says behind me.
” So what if I rat you out too ?” I ask and turn around to look at him. He watches me closely with his hands in his pockets.
He stays quiet like forever before answering.” You won’t.”
I chuckle. He knows me too well. I bet I don’t even know myself that much.
UNTIL I MET YOU : CHAPTER 151 – 160
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