?LUCAS
REVENGE?
?(having revenge is all i want)?
??(an eye for an eye)??
Written by bella writes ???
CHAPTER 19??????
?MILLY POV?
I gently napped at his injury with the tissue,trying to clean off the bl©©d and feeling very angry that he had brought the flowers to me
Why would he?i thought to myself
Did he think that because i had forgiven him and i had let him see lisa,i would go back to him
He should think again,have been hurt once by him,i wont let him hurt me again
“Oouch!!!”he said
I stareed at him and saw that i had been injuring him more
“Am sorry “i said as i pulled my hand away
“You are angry?”he said starring at me
“What makes you think so”i said as i cleaned up the things i used to clean the scratch
“Because of what i did”he said
“Lets just forget about it and i think its best if you go home now,mom is really angry “she said
“I know but i didnt come for her,i came for you”he said moving close to me
“Then its best you leave because there wont be anything”i said walking off
Suddenly i was yanked towards him and he held me close to him
“What are you doing ?”i said
“Trying to show you that i mean business”he said and before i could stop him,he kssed me
I wanted to feel disgusted but no,i wasnt feeling that way
It was like those days when he courted me and kssed me,making me feel like the most treasured person in his life
Reluctantly i found myself kissing him back,i dont know why i had to feel this when he had caused me so much pain
He kept on kssing me until i came back to my senses and pushed him away
“what is that for?”i said
“Am sorry ,i just couldnt hold back anymore”he said as he walked towards me
“No stay away”i said
“I just wanted to express my feeling,i still want you milly,you and my child”he said
“And do you think that after what i went through with you,i could be with a man again “i said
“Your a beautiful lady mi…..”
“Oh so now am beautiful ,that wasnt what you said to me on that day”i said remebering his harsh words
“That was me being stupid and i never really meant it”he said
“Well i believed it okay,every little time i dressed up,just to go to lisa school party or to go to lily little get together,i remember those cruel words from and i just lose my self esteem and crawl back to my shell,if it hasdnt been for lily,i wouldnt be dressed this way and you certainly wouldnt be kssing me or calling me beautiful”i said
“You were always beautuful to me and if i had called you plain then it was because revenge clouded my mind”
“Well your revenge also made me who i am today and that is a woman who wouldnt let any guy get close to her”
“You should give your heart the chance to love again”he said
“For what?for it to get broken and shattered,well no,the lesson i learnt from you is enough to make me keep myself till am old and grey”i said
“You are really going to do that?”
“Of course ,for the past four years have been single and alone,so it wouldnt be a big thing”i said
“But it will be to me,because i caused it,you arent living your life because of what i made you go through”
“Dont bother yourself about that,for four years have been living my life and i never died “i said
“I do worry milly,not just because i caused you to be this way but because i want you to be happy and if possible maybe that happiness could be with me”he said
“You know it cant be with you”i said
“But it can and am sure that it will and i wont rest until have gotten a yes from you”
“That wont ever happen,so i suggest you stop”i said
“Believe me when i say this,giving up isnt my forte”he said smiling at me
* * *
“Am so glad that you stayed “lily said as we both sat down at the balcony of her home
“And am.glad i did”i said
“Where is Max ?”
“Well he went out to meet one of his investors or something and am glad he did,”
“Why say that lily”
“Because we girls can chat feeely,now tell me what have been going on in your life”she said
And just then a car stopped in front of the house
And max was the first to come out followed with lucas
Its been two days sincd have seen him now and just seeing him again made me feel strange
And remebering his last words still made me feel nervous
“Why is here”lily said to her husband
“He is my new business partner”max said
And i starred at lucas to see him starring at me
“I wont rest until have gotten a yes from you”
His words kept ringing in my head and i knew then and there that him being max partner is only because he wants to get close to me
And i dont want that or do i…….
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