OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 121 – 130
Episode 125
” The woman who met with the accident. Is she alright?” I asked looking around for Ahana’s car but it wasn’t there. There was a chance that Ahana wasn’t the one who got injured.
” Is she related to you? ”
” She is my wife. But I am not sure it’s her Coz someone said that the lady was pregnant. And my wife is almost 5 months pregnant.” I said, panicked.
” Yeah! One of them was injured a bit seriously while the other one was fine. The lady was so kind that she herself took the other one in the car before any help or pedestrians arrived. Do you see that car? ” He said pointing to me a hatch back car whose bonnet was terribly crushed.
I nodded. It wasn’t Ahana’s. A sigh of relief.
” That lady took the other one in a White Mercedes to the hospital since her own car was dishevelled. ”
White Mercedes.
No…
Sweat beads were already on my forehead.
” W-Was the car’s number 555? ” I asked.
” Hmm… Yeah! I think it was. Coz It’s a fancy number. Hence one of the pedestrian remembered it. We are still waiting for the CCTV footages to confirm what happened. ” He replied.
I stood speechless.
” Hey!! Was that your wife’s car ? ”
” W-Which Hospital? ” I asked.
My hands were already trembling, shaky and sweaty.
” I think, The Corinthians. That’s the nearest. Should I take you there? ”
I shook my head and ran towards my car. I touched my cheeks and felt them wet already. I couldn’t imagine anything happening to Ahana. There were beads of sweat forming on my forehead.
Please God! I beg you…
I took a uturn and from another way I sped to the hospital.
I parked my car in the middle of the way and dashed inside.
” Oii… Watch out..” I heard someone shout. I went to the reception but there was nobody. Pathetic…
I was searching for the receptionist when 2 doctors came from an emergency room around the corner. I went towards them.Dr. I think it’s vital for the patient to be conscious within half hour or else it’s possible that we may lose the baby.”
” Hmm.. I agree. Ask Dr. Karun to come here urgently. I want to try everything we can do to save her and the baby. But I still believe that the prayers from her loved ones can do miracles. ”
Did I hear it correct?
My Ahana and my Babies were in some danger. I looked around. I was in no position to ask anyone anything after what I heard.
Then I saw a Ganesha’s Idol beside the OPD. I rushed towards it and bend on my knees folding my hands. I never visited any temples or offer prayers. Perhaps, I was too ignorant. Granny always did it for me.
I never kept a small idol with me except when Ahana gifted me the Ganesha on my B’day. I kept it in my cabin. Somewhere I can see it daily.
I shut my eyes tightly. I realised that there were tears free flowing already. I intertwined my fingers together.
” I haven’t asked for anything.
I always had what I wanted but this time I know I am being selfish again. I never came to you but this time it’s for my Ahana and my sweethearts. I can’t live without them. Please… Don’t let anything happen to them.
I am sorry for whatever mistakes I have committed. I am sorry for whatever I have done to Ahana, for all the lies I have spoken and the things I have hidden from her.
I promise to tell her the truth. But Please…. Keep her safe. Keep my angels safe. I love her a lot…. I really do… ”
I don’t wanna lose her at any cost. I just can’t. I wish I had corrected myself long back. This wouldn’t have happened. I feel do helpless. It’s like I have just found her.
Yet, I feel so LOST.
I feel so irresponsible and guilty. I should have told her the truth in the first place.
” Hey! Are you Ahana Raichand’s Husband? ” I heard a voice call me.
OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 121 – 130
AHANA’S POV
” Ahana….” He was trying to come towards me. There was a stream of fresh tears down my cheeks. I constantly moved backwards.
” Ahana… It’s not like what you see. Please…”
” Ansh!! Please…. You don’t need to give me any explanation. For a moment, I forgot that we signed something. Anyways, Thanks for reminding me that all of this was a joke. And trust me it was the worst joke of my life.
” I said wiping the tears and shaking the letter with my hand.
” Ahana… Wait. You already read it. But believe me it isn’t a joke. ”
I wanted to believe him. I wanted all of this to be a nightmare. Alas, It wasn’t one. Life is not a fairy tale.
” Don’t you dare touch me…. ” I said jerking his hand away as he tried to hold me.
” Ansh!! Why you pampering her? Just tell her…. ” I heard Jia’s chirpy voice.
Ansh looked at her in anger but I know it’s all ruined now. Perhaps, Jia wasn’t the only reason for that burning agony and emotional pain.
There were other reasons too, perhaps too many.
” Ahana…. Please…. ” He said holding my shoulder.
” Ansh!! Don’t touch me… I hate you…. Okay… I really hate you…. You have ruined it all. ” I said hitting him on his chest and sprinting away.
” Ahana!! Wait…. I know you don’t hate me….” I heard him shout.
Yes! You are correct. No matter what I do I will never be able to hate you.
Not because I know you are a good person but also because I carry not only one but two tiny parts of you with me.But it doesn’t matter now. Coz… We aren’t made for each other.
I know you will never love me. I don’t even know why the hell he married me.
I didn’t look back for once. I grabbed my purse and car keys. Ansh wasn’t following me. I know he won’t. And why should he?
My vision was already blurred because of my tears and also the scene that I saw. I got in my car and sped wiping the incessant tears coming down. The sky was already dark by now, although it wasn’t that late.
The letter was still in my hand. It was wet because drops of my tears had made their way down.
Why did I believe that Ansh would love me even for a second? It’s next to impossible. All this is a lie. It’s bullshit.I glanced at the letter again.
Ansh’s beautiful handwriting looked like white pearls. I was so happy reading it that I couldn’t believe that I read it more than 10 times already. But now it doesn’t mean anything. I need to forget it like it never happened with us. Maldives wasn’t a part of my life. I wish it was that easy.
OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 121 – 130
Now I can actually feel Jaai’s pain. The pain of falling in Love. But in my case it pains a lot more Coz the person I Love can’t love me back. I never imagined it’s so difficult.
If he didn’t ever love me then why did he write this letter? Why did me marry me in first place?
Liar… He’s such a big Liar.
I hate him….
It’s so Damn… LOVINGLY HATEFUL…
I wanna hate him yet I really Love Him. I just can’t hate him.
I saw the rough picture of heart that Ansh has scribbled beside his name.
Why Ansh? Why did you do this to me and more importantly to our babies?
I couldn’t take my mind off the things he had written which he couldn’t say. But then his picture with Jia couldn’t leave my mind either. Her hands were wrapped around him and if I hadn’t entered then they would have probably kssed.
How could he do that when he was aware I was somewhere near. Didn’t he feel guilty for a damn second.
I wanted to tear his letter but perhaps I didn’t harbour a strong powerful heart.
Dear Ahana,
Starting with an apology, first. I know I have hurt you millions of time but Trust Me, You Always End Up Hurting The Person You Love The Most…..
I had to tell you this long back but I don’t have a strong gutsy heart….
I was scared you won’t love me like I do. But, Yeah! I have finally gathered the guts to say that….
I Love You… Yeah! I Really Do…
It would sound a little clichéd…
But I Love You To The Moon, Stars & Back.
And I can’t live without you… And My Angels…. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You brought that missing sunshine in life. You are the little sun in my heart.
But for once, I don’t want this to happen at all but I also don’t want to bind you with me forcefully.
But please don’t let my babies see their father as a bad person. I want you to see the real me, the one capable of giving you lots of love and happiness.
Trust me, I love them and you and I will keep loving you till death do us part…
I am a bit introvert type, can’t be an expressive person, you know that. All I know is to argue. But the previous year with you has been my best year ever. Although we fought most of the time, my Love, my Faith in you always grew stronger…..
I can’t write more Coz All I want to do now is to Kiss you so hard that you know How much I love you and I will die if you ever leave me alone…
It’s a short one Coz I will rather prefer to Show you how much You Mean to Me than writing this…..
Yours Always,
Ansh ??
No matter how hard I try I couldn’t ever throw that letter away. I just can’t. How can he ever imagine that I want to leave him and go away?
I would never be able to do that. And separating him from his babies could be a curse on me. I knew he loved me somewhere when he surprised me in Maldives. But then why did we lack Trust?
Didn’t he just tell me that he loves me, Right? It’s still hard to believe. I know it wasn’t a dream. I didn’t want it to be a dream but after what I saw I wish it was better a dream.
The tears were already blurring my vision now. The evening had fallen and the darkness consumed me within. It would have been better if he hadn’t written the letter to me in first place.
OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 121 – 130
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