SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 101 – 110
BY ANNY WRITES
CHAPTER
I saw the anger and confusion radiating her eyes as she stare back at me, her eyes buffy and her limbs trembling as if she’s dealing with some unknown demons
“You… want a devorce?” I stuttered, I couldn’t help but feel shattered completely
“Yes, I don’t want to be part of your family anymore, not after what had happened” she said with a stuffed voice
“But it’s not my fault that I had a phychopath unhinged motherfûcker for a brother;” I lashed out and she faced me with a glare
“I’m done with this marriage, I don’t love you, and I never will” she said and that’s when my rage sets in as I matched towards her with calculative steps, I saw the glimpse of fear as I grabbed her forearms tightly, a groan escaping her lips as I jerked her closer, our faces almost touching, God so help me I don’t end up fùcking this wary thoughts out of her brains, she’s really crossing the line
“You are not going anywhere, you are mine and I get to decide if you leave or not….got that?” I whispered and she shuddered under my touch, unexplainable anger filling me up as I let her go
“You don’t own me” she mumured and I cast her my dark eyes filled with rage, she’s staring back at me with the same fùcking energy as if she’s ready to fight it out
“Don’t test my patience Star, don’t…” I said defiantly as I stormed out angrily
I should have known this was going to happen if she regains her memory, I should have known the outcome of Jasper’s foolishness, I should have known she would want to leave me if she found out that her husband’s brother is responsible for the cruel death of her parents, I should have known things will never remain this same between us again
But devoicing her is out of the question, not in this life and certainly not in the next
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 101 – 110
Jasmine’s Pov
“You did what!!!!!!!!” Mika’s voice blared through the cellular as I sat on my bed with both legs crossed, I couldn’t eat even though I specifically made that food to quench my hunger, turns out I allowed my emotions get the best of me and lashed out on Jayson, but do I regret it?, I don’t think so
“You heard me perfectly, I’m so done putting up with his stupid family shît!, his brother is out there hunting me and so he’ll get me, I shouldn’t have accepted that stupid contract too!….. this family ruined my life!” I vibrated as tears blinded my vision, I’m clouded with pains and irritation and the sight of Jayson suddenly icks me
“You are overreacting!, it’s not his fault his stupid brother killed your parents and like you told me, the only reason your parents told you to stay away from his family was because of some stupid drug deal, how does this affect your relationship with Jayson!” She yelled and I rubbed my forehead, my brain is too hazed to start thinking logically
“It still counts” I mumbled
“No it doesn’t, don’t you get it!?, Jayson is mindlessly in love with you, and you want to throw that away!” She sounded angry and I sighed
It took me time to earn Jayson’s trust and I just shattered it within seconds, I’m sure he is really mad at me but I’m not confronting him, we need this space………I need this space to get my shît together
“This whole marriage is baseless, no love or emotions should be involved” I added
“Think about the baby you are carrying…” Mika said and I cussed myself, I actually haven’t confirmed if I’m pregnant, going to the hospital is a bad idea as it clearly states that I don’t want any unnecessary attention, I stood up and walked to the closet, rummaging through as I pulled out the pregnancy test kit, ogging at it with mixed emotions, what if I’m actually pregnant?
“It’s still useless, I don’t care what we once shared in the past, I was only six years old and it meant nothing, absolutely nothing……I don’t want to read baseless meaning to whatever happened years ago” I replied and that’s when I realized I’m hurting deeply because of my parents demise, not because I’m mad or anything
“Just think about what you are about to do carefully, but I’m strongly against it….” She was still talking when I hung up and sighed
Am I really overreacting?, Did I do the right thing by yelling at him earlier?
It’s been three hours since he angrily left the house and hasn’t returned, no single missed calls nor texts, he must be really mad at me right now….. damnit!
I dip my hands in my hair and play with it while touching the test kit
“We’ll find out if I’m pregnant or not by tomorrow morning” I mumbled as I stared at the mirror again, for some reason I’m staring at a complete different version of my reflection, something else is biting me deeply and that’s why I’m losing my mind slowly…… and hurting Jayson is the last thing I want to do but I guess I already did
SILENT MOANS : CHAPTERS 101 – 110
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