? NOT ANYMORE ?
? Death why? ?
Episode 03.
?Mrs Raymond ?
I will leaving for home today.
I got into Nathan’s room.
” Nathan, I will be leaving soon” i said to him.
” Okay mum”
” What about the kids, who will look after them? I asked.
” I will, i can take care of my kids”
” But Nathan you and I know these kids needs mother’s love” i said.
” Mum…
” Am sure Sara won’t be happy with you ” i said.
” Why? He asked coldly.
” And that is because you are depriving those kids of mother’s love” i said.
” How? He arched his brow.
” By not getting married again” i said.
” Mum, I don’t think I want to have this conversation anymore..am off to work” he kssed my cheek and walked out.
I sighed.
What am I going to do?
Once I leave no one to look after the kids.
Nathan has refused to get a maid.
I got into the children’s room.
” Grandma where is dad? Angel asked.
” Dad has left for work” i said.
” Grandma, dad doesn’t love us” Mabel said pouting.
” Don’t say that Mabel, dad loves you so much” i said.
” Really? Grandma.. we don’t have mum to care for us and dad doesn’t have time for us” Angel said.
” Angel, your dad is just busy” I said.
” Busy grandma? Dad is busy? Angel asked.
I hugged the both of them.
” Grandma, we want icecream” Mabel said.
I smiled
” Okay let’s go get it” i said.
This is what have been doing.
Looking after Nath children.
Thank God they are on holiday.
I wonder what will happen when school resumes.
?Rose?
” Shushhhh…Don’t shout” dad said covering my mouth.
I removed it.
” What are you trying to do? I asked fearfully.
He stared lustfully at my b©©bs.
I wrapped my hands round my che$t.
” Am only trying to make you feel like a woman, I know no one has don’t that to you before” he said smiling.
” Are you trying to r@pe?
” You can call it whatever you want” he said.
I looked at him in di$gust.
” You are my dad”
” Your dad? Am not your dad. I did you a favor by adopting you and taking care of you and now it is time for you to repay me ” he said coming closer to me.
I moved to the end of the bed.
“Let’s just enjoy ourselves before my wife comes back. I promise I won’t go hard on you and am sure you are gonna enjoy it” he said trying to drag me.
I kicked him and got down from the bed.
He caught me and threw me on the bed.
” Come to daddy, daddy won’t go hard on you”.
I curled myself up covering my self with the duvet fearfully.
He removed it and climbed on me.
” Let’s me go dad” I said hitting his che$t.
” Not now baby” he said kssing my l@ps.
I kicked his m©uth and try excaping.
He caught me and $lapped me.
” I see you don’t want me to go easy on you right”
I screemed.
” Please dad” I whimpered.
” I see you are stubborn” he held my two hands tight kssing my n.eck.
” Let’s me go” I struggle with him.
He moved to my m©uth.
I bit his lips.
He freed me and $lapped me hard.
I screamed in tears.
He t©re my bl©use and start kssing my b©©bs holding my two hands tight above me head.
” Dad please let me go” i said crying.
The door opened and mum came it.
” What? She asked shocked.
Dad had this shock expression.
He climbed off me.
” What is going on here? She asked looking at dad then me.
” Mum..I..
She pounced on me giving me the beatings of my life.
” Mum, please” I beg in tears but she is not ready to let me go.
She dragged me up with my hair and $lapped me hard.
“You $lut, I fed you and took care of you for good ten years, is this how you wanna repay me by $leeping with my own husband” she yelled panting.
” Mum, he tried to force himself of me.. please believe me mum” I cried.
She $lapped me.
” You liar, you seduced my husband” she yelled.
” Mum…I..
” Keep quiet you are leaving this house today” she said dragging me out.
Dad only stood there staring at me.
” Mum, please” I pleaded with tears gushing out from my eyes.
She pushed me out.
I fell on the floor.
” Mum please I have no where to go please don’t throw me out” I yelled in tears.
She threw my luggages at me.
” You pr©$titute, $leeping with your own father” she yelled.
” Mum..
” Don’t call me that, am not your mother, your mother is dead now get out before I kill you” she yelled angrily.
” Mum..please” I pleaded crying hard.
” Are you still here? Am going in now if I come back and meet you here.. you will join your parents in the grave” she said walking away.
Dad stood at the door.
” If only you have agreed gently my wife wouldn’t have find out” he said.
I looked at him with so much hatred.
” I hate you” I yelled in tears.
He smiled ” i love you” he said walking inside.
I wore new blouse since the one I wore is torn.
I took my bags and walked slowly out of the house.
” Mum, dad why is all these happening to me” I yelled in tears.
” Death why?
” Why did you took my parents?
I have no where to go to.
I have no family.
I have nothing to feed on.
I kept crying on the road dragging my luggage with me.
I just want to die.
Death come and take me away too.
I want to join my parents.
.
.
I heard car horning behind me but I didn’t bother to turn or moved away.
It is better I just die and live to suffer.
The car continue horning I ignored it and continue moving slowly with tears gushing out of my eyes.
“Young woman, didn’t you hear the car horn? Why are you walking at the middle of the road? She asked pissed.
I didn’t bother to turn but kept on walking.
I felt a hand on my shoulder I turned and looked at her.
She gasped.
” What’s wrong? She asked pitifully.
I just kept staring at her blankly.
” Get into the car and let me drop you off” she said.
I nodded and followed her like dummy.
She took my bags and dropped it in the car boot.
She got into the car and drove off.
? Nathaniel?
I got into the office.
My staffs are very scared of me.
My presence intimidate them.
Any slight mistake at My work I sacked them off.
I don’t want nonsense.
I was never like this before.
It all started three years ago when death took my precious wife away.
She died while giving birth to our third child.
She left me.
There is nothing left for me again.
My happiness lies in my kids.
Am ready to do anything for them but I can’t remarry.
What mum said is true my children needs mother’s love. It’s been three years.
But I still find it hard to believe that my Sara is gone.
There is no one like her.
I don’t think anyone can ever take her place in my heart.
Her name is carved right in my heart.
I took her picture and stared into it.
She has a charming smile which captured my heart.
***FLASHBACK****
” Sara why are not dressed yet?
” Dressed? Why?
” We are going to the club” i said smiling.
” Club.. for what? She asked.
” For ourselves” i said.
” Come off it Niel, you are a family man, a father of two kids plus this in my stomach making three kids” she said wrapping his arms around my neck.
” So?? Who said a family man can’t go to club? I asked.
” I said so” she smiled.
” On come let’s go” I winked holding her hand.
” Am not coming along Niel” she said.
” Really? If you don’t come along with me then i will have to look for someone else” I said turning my back at her smiling.
I heard her gasped.
I smiled.
I can’t never looked for another woman except her.
I only said that maybe she will agree with me.
She came to my front and look at me straight in the eyes.
” Really? She asked.
” Yeah” i said looking away.
” Okay, go on. Go look for someone else. Even if you find someone else you will never be able to do anything with her, she can never take my place because my name is carved here in your heart” she said pointing at me chest.
I looked at her and held her hand and kssed it.
She smiled.
I drew her to me and hugged her.
” It is true Sara no one can ever take your place in my life” i said.
” Am not going to the club anymore” i said kssing her forehead.
She smiled.
” I love you Sara”
” I love you too Niel”
**** END OF FLASHBACK****
” You are right Sara no one can ever take your place”
” I will always love you” i said kssing her picture.
Written by ???? owie oyindamola.
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