OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 81 – 90

OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 81 – 90

ANSH’S POV

“You know what, You are correct. The entire mistake is mine. I really made a big mistake marrying you.

I regret it. I should have run away, but I respect the decisions made by my family, even though they were wrong.

I failed in this part of my life, but it doesn’t matter anyway now. But you must know one thing.

Let it be clear in your mind.

This baby is only mine, it’s not yours… And my baby is not a mistake. It is the best thing that has ever happened to me. And I love it the most in my life…”

Ahana’s words were still ringing in my ears.
I really made a mistake marrying you. I regret it.

Oh!! God!! What did I do? How can I do this?

How can I even say something like this to Ahana? How can I hurt a girl so pure like her? It’s wrong to even think like that.

I punched hard on the wall. Not once but multiple times until it felt numb and I couldn’t feel anything.

It gave me a lot of scratches, but they seem insignificant compared to the mistakes I have committed.

My entire fingers and palm were red.

But I have to do what I did. It’s for her good. She can never be happy with me.

I couldn’t forget her words that night. I don’t want her to regret it ever…

When she left, it felt like she was leaving my life with her.
My Baby…

It felt so empty suddenly. After a few hours of restlessness, I got up from the couch. I just wanted to make sure Ahana didn’t leave the house.

After all that I did, she could have left the house.

I crept slowly into the guest room and saw her sleeping peacefully. I went near her.

There were faint tears on her cheeks. I stretched my hand to touch her cheeks, but then I withdrew it. I didn’t deserve her, and neither did she.

For the first time, I felt tears in my eyes. My cheeks were wet. This time I really had done too much damage.
My Baby…

There was no doubt that I wasn’t happy. I am more than happy. It’s the best thing that I have ever experienced in my life.

Ahana was correct, we both were going to have a little one of ours, but then there wouldn’t be a family.

I don’t know what Ahana will do tomorrow morning. Will she leave me and take my baby away?

The thought itself was making me shiver. I want to live with her, but then I know she will never want that because this was forced on her.

And Love can never be forced…
I couldn’t stand it anymore. I rushed out.

“Son, still the damage can be repaired, isn’t it?”

“Dad!” I quickly wiped my tears.
“Ansh… Wiping off the tears won’t lessen the pain.”

“But… Dad… You don’t know…”
“Yes… I don’t know what is wrong between you two, but now you need to make things right.

Show some maturity. You are going to be a Dad now. I don’t want anything to happen to Ahana or to our child because of you or your foolishness.”

“Yes… Dad…”
“I have said this before and I am saying this again. It was always your decision about what you wanted in life. Don’t mess things up more. I want everyone to be happy.” Saying so, he went away. But Dad, how am I ever going to explain to you what I am going through.

I too want everyone to be happy. And especially Ahana. But I don’t think that would ever be possible.

Ahana will never be happy with me because some other people make her smile more than me.

I returned to my room and slept on the couch. The bed was looking so deserted. But still, somehow sleep overcame me.

I am a light sleeper. I heard someone enter the room. Soon, I realized it was Ahana. I could smell her, but then I pretended to be asleep. She nursed my hand and covered me up.

Seriously… Even after all that I said to her, she still was so kind to me. I heard her go inside the bathroom and change. When she came out, I still continued to pretend.

She was speaking to someone in hushed voices. I couldn’t hear her as she left the room.

OUR MARRIAGE IS JUST A PIECE OF PAPER : EPISODES 81 – 90

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