?Until The End Of Time ?
? Chapter 19?
Written by: Tamara Blair
? Mariana’s P.o.v?
I pulled away from the kss, Austin smiled at me.
“You don’t for how long i have been dying to do that” I looked away,then sighed
“Austin,i really don’t want you to dwell on what just happened,it doesn’t mean anything.
Even though Jasper and i were never really together,I still saw a different side to him and i liked that side of him.
My head is all mushed up,so, Austin, Please don’t make this any worse”
“Am not making it worse,i just want you back”
“Am not ready for anything like that..Am going to leave you to rest” I walked out of the nurse’s room.
On my way out,I bumped into Brandon.
“I was just on my way to see you”
“I came to see how Austin was doing”
“I hope you can see how the real Jasper is, He’s…
“Brandon,Stop,just stop..Just stop with all that talk,am already worn out”
“I just wanted to…
“I know,you don’t want me to be like the other girls,I know that.. Brandon,You know what,I have decided to stay away from everyone ,i need breathing space,So leave me alone” I walked away,i need to go away from this people.
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? Jasper’s P.o.v?
I have never in my life cared about other people think of me, even my own sister’s opinion stopped mattering to me long ago.
I have been so selfish and even heartless,and the worst part is that i didn’t care who i hurt or how much i hurt and i thought i was like an iron shield and that what anyone told me couldn’t hurt me but i guess i was wrong,there was someone out there who could hurt with her words.
Mariana Williams,At first i only wanted to have fun with her but now it’s different.
I have gotten to know her,Sht,I told her things that i never told anyone.
Now,She hates me and i don’t blame her,i don’t blame Brandon or Alice,I blame myself for everything,I am a j.erk and I deserve what’s happening to me,I just wish i could talk to her one last time.
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? Mariana’s P.o.v?
I was on my bed staring at the ceiling,my life is complicated,i have decided to stay away from my friends, I just wish we could all go back to the time where there wasn’t so much tension between us.
?? FLASHBACK ??
“Jasper,Move back a little,i can literally feel your breath on my neck” He chuckled and he moved even closer to me.
We were on a small hilltop at night,He was sitting so close to me.
“It turns you on,right?”
“No, Idi0t, It’s digusting”
“You act like you’re some kind of shield but you are not,I know something makes you weak”
“Whatever”
“Okay,tell me something..Are you saying that you are not like attracted to a certain thing a guy does?”
“Am not saying anything,Stop pestering me” He chuckled.
“Your reaction confirms my suspicions,So tell me the truth”
“You are such a pest,but I’ll tell you..I like your lip ring,i think it’s cool,And i like it when you wear those shirts and you leave some buttons open and i like the chain you put on.
I like it when you wear those oversized hoodies or sweatshirts,There i said it”
There was slience,We just stared at each other.
“As for me,I like it when the wind blows your hair and you try to get it off your face, the way you are always cautious about taking anything too cold because you can easily catch a cold.
I think the color brown suit your skin tone perfectly”
We smiled at each other.
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I was brought out of my thoughts by the vibration of my phone,I checked and it was a text from Jasper.
*We need to talk*- Jasper
*Leave me the h.ell alone*- Mari
*Just please,am outside your porch,just a few minutes*
I sighed, then got up from my bed and quietly went outside.
Jasper was in a black sweatshirt and sweatpants with a grey beanie making his hair stick out of it.
“What do you want to talk about?”
The wind was blowing and my hair was all in face,he tried to remove them from my face but i stopped him and did it instead.
“Am sorry for everything”
“Everything like what?”
“The anger, the fights..Am just used to that and no one has really cautioned me”
“Why didn’t you tell me about Sandra when i asked?”
“I..i wanted to but…
“But what,Jasper?”
“I didn’t want you to judge or think of me the way others do,I didn’t want you to hate me”
“Jasper,What you did was so heartless and so wrong”
“I know that but i didn’t think she would take the weed and i didn’t eveb see her take it, I left her before that”
“You treated her badly,now she’s gone”
“I know that and trust me,i wish i could go back in time and change that but i can’t.
Mari,i wanted you to see me differently and not the way Brandon and the rest see me”
“Then make me see you differently by changing”
“Believe me,I want to but your standards are really high and am just me”
“I know that, Jasper,No one is perfect,I know you can change.
I have decided to be on my own now at least for sometime before i figure out what to do with Austin”
“Austin?”
“Yeah,He kssed me,now he wants us to be together”
“Do you trust him completely?”
“I don’t know”
“I wish you luck with him”
“Thanks, wish you luck too”
“I think i should get inside now”
“Sure but can I get a hug?” He asked with a childish tone making me giggle, then we hugged.
My head on his chest,while his arm around my wai$t and in some way i didn’t want to leave him.
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