?SECRET CRUSH?
?EPISODE 6?
Adrian’s POV
Mariel wasn’t coming to school and i was sure of that, we were already on break.
I just hope I’m not the reason why she isn’t in school, i know i really hurt her yesterday with my words and actions but i only wanted to brush her off quietly, but she got me really angry so i had to do it the hard way.
I saw how a tear and many more fell from her eyes but i really wanted to get Nessa, i really hope she can forgive me for my harsh attitude towards her yesterday.
I wasn’t that kind of person really, i also took everyone by surprise cos they never knew me to be so hot tempered.
I just wish Mariel came to school, i wanted to apologise to her and make things right.
I saw Vanessa coming out from the school library, i hurriedly ran towards her.
She was about walking fast when she saw me but i grabbed her hand tightly,.she tried jerking it away but my grip was stronger than her’s.
I held her hand firmly and dragged her to the school studio, thank goodness it was empty.
I took her and made her rest her back on the wall, then i placed my both hands beside her, caging her.
“Adrian, what’s all this about?” She asked.
“I just wanna know the reason why you’ve been avoiding me for 2 days now” i said.
“I haven’t been avoiding you Adrian, i just had so many problems to think about and i don’t want you piling it up” she said.
“What, Nessa am i a problem to you now, huh?” I asked
“You’re getting all wrong Adrian, my Dad had so much work piled up for me to handle at home, Mrs Ashok also gave me so many work to handle at school, i just decided to do them without distractions” she said.
So she really wasn’t avoiding me, she just had so many things on her hands already, i really was gonna be a distraction.
Gosh. I was so scared, i thought she wanna break up with me. I don’t know what I’ll ever do without her. I’m just so much inlove with her.
“I’m so sorry, I thought you were gonna break up with me, i was scared” i said as i placed my hands on her cheeks.
“What, how could you even think of that, what will i gain by doing that. For goodness sake Adrian i love you so much and i can’t stand losing you.
Even though i know we’ll have to seperate from eachother for a while in the future, I’m never gonna do that so such having such thoughts okay?” She said.
Yeah, her Dad owns a very big clothing company in England and he wants Nessa to handle it when she’s done with school. But we already had plans for that, we’ll both travel to England together and get married.
I thought i was about to lose this girl I’ve gotten to love do much.
“I’m sorry Nessa, what else would i have thought when you were avoiding me. I’m so sorry Nessa, you know i love you, right?” I asked
“Yes Adrian and i love you more, so much” she smiled.
I bent low and kissed her lips gently.
She tried pulling me back but i wasn’t ready to let her go then she bit my lips slightly and i let her alone quickly.
“Ouch.. it hurts” i pouted.
“You see why i say you’d be a distraction? Mr?” She asked smiling
“Just watch what Mr distraction will do to you now” i said and started moving toward her as she shifted back still smiling.
“Oh no Adrian, please not here, i still have so many things to do” she pleaded.
I lifted her up immeadiately i reached her and laid her gently on the ground as i started tickling her hard and she laughed out almost crying.
“Please…. st…stop ad…Adrian.. I’m… I’m gonna die from laughing” she pleaded still laughing loud.
“You’ve gotta pay with a kiss, agreed?” I asked still tickling her.
“Ye… yesssss, I’ll pay” she said.
I stopped tickling her and she immediately stood up and ran out of the room still laughing hard as i chased her out.
Mariel’s POV
It was already 5:00pm, my time for work and my fever had subsided, i was strong enough to go to work but i just didn’t feel like going.
I’m sure Adrian would really be happy about that, he hates me and i didn’t even notice until i was disgraced publicly.
I just don’t want to think about him, thinking about him only brought tears to my eyes.
But i really can’t hate him, no matter how hard i try i can never hate him. I only dislike his attitude yesterday.
I followed my Aunt to the shop after so much arguments about me staying at home ‘cos of my sickness.
I helped her sell somethings in the shop eventhough she insisted on doing it.
After so much sales from the shop we both locked and took a taxi home.
We sold so many clothes today, we were able to sell 5 bags of clothes out of 10 bags.
Aunt bought some beverages, fruit, juice and vanilla, strawberry and chocolates cream and ice cream from the money.
I sat in the taxi by the window side while Aunt sat by me.
I looked out of the window and i could see the stars and moon in the sky. And my mind drifted back to Adrian, it was still so hard for me to believe Adrian could do such thing to me but it was the truth.
He pushed me to the ground after calling me a pig and throwing my expensive sandwich to my face.
I just wish i could hate him, i wish i could be strong enough to control my feelings for him, i wish i was never on scholarship and i wish i was never brought to this world by the woman i had grown to dislike so much.
I can’t hate her, she’s still my mother no matter what happens.
I’m a fighter, yeah, I’m a very strong girl but when it comes to love i feel so weak and empty.
I just wish i was bold enough to stand up and smack his face really hard when he pushed me.
His so emotionless, he doesn’t have feelings at all.
I wasn’t the type to hate people even i tried or wanted to.
I was a strong girl, i was able to forget my father’s death and my mother abandoning me.
But right now, love sucks, it really sucks and I’m so foolish for someone i knew would never love me, someone i knew can never fall for a poor and boring girl like me.
But what can i do, i really love, i still love him even after everything he has done to me. I still…
“Mariel aren’t you getting down” my Aunt called, jerking me from my endless thought.
Then i notice there was so much tears on my cheeks and laps.
I had been crying and i didn’t notice.
I’m weak.
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