HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
Chapter 32
By : Kebby NG Media Services
EMILY POV
“Tell me! What dream were you having ?”he persisted
“It’s not that important, i don’t remember it myself”I said quickly.
“So you calling my name in your dream is nothing?”he asked looking a bit hurt
I was about to answer him differently when the door opened and Stephanie walked in Holding a bouquet of flowers
Seeing her here got me angry, he looked worried about me, yet he brought his mistress to the hospital.
“How are you Emily!when I heard from the nurse that you were up, I decided to come see you”she said
“You didn’t have to, Cade has already seen me and am sure that when he goes to you, he will relay the message”I said
“Whether you believe me or not, I really care about what happened to you” she said as she put the flower down
“Please leave”I said
“But I……..”
“Please leave Stephanie”Cade said and I looked at him.
“Aren’t you going to leave?”I asked as Stephanie left the room
“Do you want me to?”he asked
“What do you think?”I asked
“Emily I have some thing that I want to tell you” he said,
“I don’t want to listen to it , please leave “I said as I layed properly on the bed.
He hesitated a bit and then put the covers over me and left the room.
If he had tried to convince me, I would have listened to him but he didn’t.
Seems like he is still happy with his mistress, he only sees me as the person he made a deal with.
Well he has made it clear that he wouldn’t see me any other way, I better stop what am feeling for him, it has got to stop now, it’s the best thing for me , he will never love me and I won’t settle for being his mistress if he ever ask me to be one.
I couldn’t cry because I knew that it would cause more pain to my head and I don’t want that to happen, so it’s best that I just sleep it off.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
A WEEK LATER
CADE POV
“Are you still going to do this? Until when will you keep on making her think you don’t love her ?”Stephanie asked as i stood by the balcony in the room Emily and I shared
” I haven’t got the chance to tell her but I will do that soon”I replied
“When would that be? When she doesn’t love you anymore? “She asked
“When I see fit, she is still recuperating,”I said using that as an excuse
“Well then if you still want to keep on hiding your True feelings then that is fine with me but I won’t be around to keep on being your mistress,I will be leaving in a week’s time”She said and when I didn’t reply she asked
“You aren’t going to say any thing?”she added
“All I can say is that you have been a great help and that i wish you all your heart desires”I said softly
“Fine then, you keep on being this way and you will lose her for good” she said and left the room.
I stood by the balcony still thinking about what she said.
I still felt guilty about her accident and that is why I haven’t got the courage to tell her yet.
Even if I want to tell her, I should do it in a more romantic way after all I had caused her a lot of heart ache by rejecting and flaunting Stephanie as my mistress.
“Cade no! Please don’t hurt me, I beg you please!!!!!”
I suddenly remembered what she said while having her dream.
I had been surprised to hear her calling out my name and also begging me not to hurt her, have never tried to hurt her, neither will I ever try to do so.
The only person who have ever plead like that is now dead, she died a long time ago and have been trying to forget her exact words,been trying to move on and forget that day but it’s not working and hearing Emily saying the same words got me Feeling strange
Why did her words have to sound just like that girl.
‘Because she is the same person’ my conscience said and immediately I dismissed the thought.
Emily can’t be that girl, the girl died years ago, the way she said my name cant possibly be linked to what happened years ago.
Am just feeling guilty again and I know that some how if I get to feel more guilty, I won’t be able to tell her how I feel and so I must do it tonight ,She has to know that I love her.
Am suppose to pick her up at the hospital in the evening and since it was time, I got ready and was heading to the car when a taxi pulled by the entrance and I was surprised to see her coming out of it.
“Emily! Why are you here on your own? I thought i told you that I will come pick you up”I said as I went to her
She payed the driver and as soon as he was gone, she turned and gave me a smile
“And I told you not to be concerned with me, i remember making it clear to you that I will come back myself “she replied
“And I also remember making it clear to you to stay put and that I will come for you, why did you disobey me?”I asked and her smile disappear to stare at me
“Why are you making things more difficult, am doing my best not to involve you in my life but you keep on wanting to be involved that Is unfair making it hard…….hard for me to stay away, you don’t love me and so don’t pretend that you care for me “she said
“But I……….”
“As soon as the project is done, I will leave, it’s the only thing holding me back after all”She said and walked off .
I stood starring after her, serves me right! I deserve being treated this way by her, after all I had wanted to leave and that is why I had did my best with Stephanie so she will leave but hearing her tell me that she want to leave made me realise that I can’t let her go, even if she hadn’t had the accident ,I would never have let her leave,I love her too much to do that,before things get worse, I will tell her how I feel tonight, I thought.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
EMILY POV
I turned on the bed still not asleep , I shouldn’t have come to bed early, I should have just stayed down stairs or strolled around the garden,it’s better than locking myself in this room thinking about Cade.
Making the decision to leave have been the best thing that have ever happened to me.
Ever since I woke up have had to stay in the hospital for a week and have had to tolerate Cade coming and going.
There were times when I wanted to tell him to stop with the pretend, to stop acting like he cared about me but I decided to pay him back by being indifferent to him, he did the same thing to after all, a bit of his own medicine wouldn’t hurt, I had thought back then but it hurt, it hurt to see that the man you love cant love you back, that no matter what you do, he will choose to live on with his past than to love you.
Feeling suffocated, I put on my robe and decided to take the walk, I really need it, I thought as I head out of the house.
After having dinner with his family, Cade had gone to his study while I went to the room and I haven’t seen him since then
I wonder if he is still in his study, I thought as I walked past the corridor, I found myself starring at the doors only to see it closed.
Seems like he is not here, where could he be ? I thought as I got out of the house.
“Fresh air at last”I muttered as I kept on walking off only to stop when I saw Cade along with Stephanie standing by the little pond.
“Let’s just be strong Emily, we weren’t expecting him to have a change of heart, he doesn’t love us and so we must move on”I muttered touching my chest, trying to talk some sense to my heart which was falling apart at seeing them together
I turned to leave only to stop when I heard what Cade said.
HOT DEAL FULL OF SECRETS: Chapter 31 – 40
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