? Chapter fifteen [ 15 ] ?
? Annalisa ?
When I first saw the girl , I almost thought she looked exactly like someone I have seen before but the fact that she might be fucking Ethan doesn’t sit right with me .
I may not like Ethan that much but he deserves better than that cheap girl . He is rich , handsome and smart , a man like him deserves girls that are so untouchable and rich of course .
” So you are really doing that girl ?” I crawled under the sheets on Ethan’s bed and stared at Ethan on the sofa ” Like literally having her ?” Ethan was only wearing his black boxers and his body was covered by a fluffy white blanket .
Ethan gave me a look as he lied down on the sofa ” Annalisa leave it please . It’s none of your business who I fk and beside you should be grateful that I gave up my own bed for you ”
” Whatever ! If you won’t say something then maybe that $lut will tell me the truth”
I lied on my bed as I thought of Hayden . I wish I was on his bed right now . Ethan and I made a deal that I will keep the baby under one condition , he gets to do whatever he wants with his life but we will just pretend as if we are a couple to convince my parents to welcome me back , we haven’t discussed the marriage part though which is something I would hate to hear right now .
” she is not a slut Annalisa and respect her like I respect you okay ? I don’t want to hear otherwise !” Ethan said sharply and I just nodded , shocked by his behavior and mostly the way he is defending that girl .
” Okay , I will respect whoever you wish to have even though the girl looks desperate . Are you paying her ?”
” What ? No ! I’m not fucking her okay . Good night Annalisa . I have got a long day tomorrow ”
” Don’t give me that sht ! You aren’t going to work tomorrow so tell me something I should know about that girl”
” I guess to shut you up I have got to say something . Her name is Isabella and I met her somewhere you wouldn’t wish to meet a person !”
” At the $trip ¢lub? Come on …most married couples met at clubs and there is nothing wrong with that .”
” Not a $trip club smartie pants . Can we talk about something else right now beside Isabella ?”
” What do you want to talk about because I can’t seem to fall asleep ” I asked as I stretched my hands on the bed .
” Let’s talk about girls …what really makes a girl angry or sad . I don’t get females that much .”
” Wow ! I wonder who is the lucky girl that’s making you this curious . I’m praying that I meet her someday !”
” Just answer the question please and stop Imagining stuff ” Ethan laughed on the sofa .
” Well , what mostly turns me off about a guy is seeing him with another woman ” I pointed out thinking about Hayden . He is the only guy I like in this house but he is a man whore , he can’t stand being passed by a beautiful lady and he likes doing multiple girls .
” Really ? What’s so wrong in that ? It’s not like we men love those girls we have . It’s like our heart belongs to someone special but our things can’t hold themselves ”
” You better rip off your thing before you get married to a jealous girlfriend because she will rip it off for you ” I giggled non-stop and Ethan just laughed . I wish I can rip off Hayden’s thing so he can stop sleeping around but at the end of the day I will need it more that anything so that sounds like a bad idea .
” Come on…So do you expect a guy to do you only whilst you two aren’t married yet ?”
” Maybe but I don’t care who do me then goes around do other women . You know , there will always be that one person that makes you wanna move mountains with your bare hands ”
” You are absolutely right . It’s like they are the only ones who can genuinely make you feel alive and happy . ”
” Like those dream come true stories we used to watch during our childhood times . ”
” Well , some of us were never allowed to watch or read princess stories so i can’t relate ” Ethan said easily ” But what I can say now is that I wish she was in here with me instead of you ”
” As if you read my mind ! I wish the same thing too . No offense but my crush is way better compared to you Ethan ”
” And my girlfriend -to- be is way Prettier and smarter than you so yah , you and I don’t make a great couple ”
” Touchdown ! ” I beamed ” That’s a fact buddy anyway I’m feeling sleepy now so good night baby boy !”
” I’m like one year older than you so you are the baby here and I’m the big responsible adult ”
” Whatever Mr I know everything ! Just sleep already and Don’t dream about me having you !”
” That would be the worst nightmare I have ever had in my life , more like the scariest …” He trailed off and I just laughed .
My mind drifted off to my parents , they are so selfish especially my father . I can’t believe they disowned me after they found out that I was pregnant . I feel sad and a little stupid because I don’t even know the father of the child I’m carrying . I thought of ab©rting it but Ethan insisted that I keep it and he will offer me some help and I’m very grateful that I had him by my side .
? Ethan ?
I couldn’t sleep the whole night . I kept tossing and turning thinking about Isabella and what she had to witness . I just wish I could explain everything to her but I’m scared that she will not understand and she would leave me
Annalisa and I have decided that we won’t talk about marriage at all . This is just a pretendence to get her parents to forgive her or something because I want my Isabella in my room not her . The fact that women are turned off by a guy who sleeps around scared the crap out of because Isabella might be thinking that I’m doing Annalisa whilst I’m not . I even offered her my bed , I can’t sleep beside her while my Isabella is all alone . That would feel so unfair and wrong at the same time .
I woke up early in the morning and went out for a jog to clear my mind of things a little . Exercising helps me relax and think clearly so it’s sometimes my morning routine .
When I got back from jogging the whole house was still silent and Isabella was fast asleep on the couch . I took a long hot shower and threw on my black shirt altogether with my black pants without no shoes and it felt so good walking around the house .
I quickly prepared breakfast listening to the radio because I didn’t have time to buy a newspaper anywhere .
Hayden was the first to wake up followed by Daniel because they are going to work around eight . Isabella came in the kitchen around seven .
” Good morning guys ” she said as she poured herself some coffee ” How are you feeling Daniel ?” She sat right beside Daniel without gazing over me . I felt a little angry that she is pretending as if I’m not in the room too .
” Im good Isabella . Today I’m even going to work with Hayden . I’m so excited ” Daniel said happily as he ate up his oatmeal .
” That’s a great idea Hayden . Look how happy Daniel looks…” Isabella patted Hayden’s back beside her . She was sitting between them so they pretty much looked Happy and I didn’t .
” Good morning Ethan , Daniel , Hayden and oh , Isabella , the bch ” Annalisa said cheerfully as he sat across them .
Hayden and Daniel shot me a questioning look and I mouthed to them that we will talk about it Later because right now doesn’t seem like the perfect time .
” So you are still around after what you did to Daniel ? I wish I could have kicked your a$$ when I had a chance because you are so disrespectful towards Isabella ” Hayden said sharply as he gave Annalisa a warning look .
” I’m sorry Isabella . I guess your boyfriend here can’t stand me because he can’t have me !” Annalisa grabbed a handful of bacon .
” He is actually not my boyfriend -” before Isabella can finish what she was saying Annalisa cutted her off .
” I don’t give a damn who he is or who he is not to you Isabella . ” Annalisa grabbed a cup of coffee ” So you can all hate me if you want but I’m off to sleep one more time before lunch ” Annalisa stood up and walked out of kitchen . No one said anything until we heard her slam the door upstairs .
” She is such a bch …. I can’t stand having her around . ” Hayden looked at his watch ” Ooh…..sht ….it’s almost half past seven..!” Hayden stood up quickly and Daniel followed him while they ran upstairs .
I thought maybe Isabella would break the ice and say something but she never did . She just played with her food as she stared at her plate .
” Won’t you say something Isabella ? I’m here…I’m listening . I know I acted stupid yesterday and I’m sorry ” I whispered as I walked beside her chair .
” What do you want me to say Ethan ? You never tell me anything about your life and I don’t know what I should do .” Isabella shifted slightly without gazing over me at all
” What do you want to know then? About that girl ?I don’t even love her Isabella . It’s all part of a silly plan ”
” Why can’t you tell me anything without waiting for me to ask . I don’t care who she is to you anymore . I thought we can finally be together but you just added another problem in our lives ”
” She is family Isabella . Don’t be like that , you know very well that I want you and there is no one else in this world I rather be with than you ”
” You keep saying that but you don’t action out your words . How am I supposed to believe you ? ” She stood up from the chair and took a step backwards ” im leaving today ”
I froze at the same spot while I stared at her in confusion ” What ?” I choked out in pain not believing what I’m hearing .
” You heard me ! I no longer want to be part of your complicated life . I want to go back where you found me . It’s better if I leave because you seem pretty occupied with that Woman ” she pointed out .
” Isabella please , don’t leave me alone . …Don’t go…. . I need you here ” I pointed at my heart ” All I ask from you is to be patient with me . Please Isabella ” I begged not caring if I looked desperate because I can’t picture my life without her . She is the only person that’s keeping me alive and I finally feel like a Worthy person because of her .
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