? Chapter sixteen [ 16 ] ?
? Isabella ?
” I want to go back home where no one promised me a happy tomorrow . Leaving in this house with you feels like a torture because you aren’t willingly risking anything to be with me ” i pointed out sadly as Ethan tried to come closer to me but I kept backing off.
” I’m not perfect okay ? I screwed up thousands times trying to save people around me especially you but that doesn’t mean I can’t make you happy . I want to look forward to my tomorrow with you by my side ” Ethan held his hands in surrender ” I can be an asshole sometimes and it hurt so bad that you can see that . I badly want to impress you but at the same time I want to help that woman you think I’m sleeping with ”
” Which part of helping her involves Sharing your room with her . It kills me that she has the right to do whatever she wants to me while you are around . It’s like you don’t care if she insults me .”
“She may insults you over and over again but she will never change the way I feel about you . ” He made a Funny face but I just kept my mouth shut trying my best not to giggle or laugh .
” I can’t stay in this house whilst she is sharing a room with you . I’m not being mean or anything but you are my everything Ethan and I don’t want to share you with anyone .”
” We aren’t even sleeping on the Same bed and I can reassure you that you are not going to share me with anyone . Just give me some time and I will tell you everything ”
” Waiting for you feels like waiting for rain during a droughtful year and its a little painful that I have got to watch you everyday pretending as if you don’t love or care about me . ”
” I’m new to all of this love things and I don’t know what to do to show you that Annalisa is nothing to me . You are everything to me. ”
” Ethaaannn….I need some more orange juice from the fridge . Please bring some for me before I puke all over your carpet ..!” Annalisa half yelled cutting me off .
Ethan breathed out before he stared at me ” This has been a fun moment and I hope we can do it again but now I gotta go ..” Ethan walked over the fridge and took out a bottle of orange juice ” You know , if it was up to me I would have kicked everyone in this house except you .”
” That would be so rude but r©mantic at the same time but brother please don’t do that ..!” Daniel smirked as he stood at the doorway . He caught me off guard because I didn’t see him standing there a minute ago but I just pretended as if I didn’t hear what Ethan truly means .
I just laughed as Ethan chased Daniel out of the house and Hayden came downstairs few minutes later .
” Please try to enjoy your day and if Annalisa acts like a bch , please don’t hesitate to call me !” He winked before he walked out of the kitchen . I just nodded thinking about my decision of leaving this house .
Ethan ran upstairs after Hayden and Daniel drove off to work . I just cleaned up everything as I listened to Annalisa’s annoying giggles upstairs . I couldn’t help but wonder what Ethan is doing to make Annalisa giggle this loud . Annalisa may be a little bitchy but I know he has her own reasons and I won’t judge her at all .
After I was done with cleaning up the kitchen table . I just sat down on one of the chairs and thought of where I’m going after this because I don’t have anyone except myself .
Home was the last thing on my mind because they don’t want me and I bet they already left the place because last time I checked I heard that it was for sale . The thought of going back to the streets makes my stomach hurt , the streets is equals to more rape and torture from the heartless men .
” I gave your decision a thought and I have an idea . ” A familiar voice brought me back to reality ” I can help you find an apartment . I can pay it for you . I really don’t mind but I don’t want you going back in the streets .”
” I don’t need your help Ethan. I am my own woman and I can come up with something to take care of myself , I was doing that before you appeared in my life and ruined everything .”
” Isabella , stop being so stubborn . I may not be the least best person in your life right now but I’m not that heartless to let you roam in the streets . God knows what other men will do to you ?”
” They would rape me okay ? And beside I’m used to it . So don’t Stand here and act as if you are better than them because you are not . ” I covered my face furiously . I haven’t yet spotted where Ethan is standing and I don’t care .
” Argueing the whole day won’t solve anything . It’s better if you stay here until….” I stood up furiously before he can finish whatever nonsense he has got to say .
” Until what ? Huh ? Ethan …if you expect me to stick around then count me out because I’m tired … it hurts… . !” I walked passed him through the doorway .
I ran upstairs with tears in my eyes . Ethan isn’t willing to do anything to be with me even though I have showed him all my vulnerable places . He is holding everything back because he stutck with how he feels and what he has to do . I love him so much and I want him all to myself but I can’t .
I locked myself in Hayden’s room and cried myself out . I managed to convince Hayden to change his black and white room . Now it’s a little colourful and I like it so sometimes he gives me the key to his room and his room is my only escape room to everyone in the house .
I respect Ethan more because he is helping Annalisa with whatever she is going through but what doesn’t sit right with me is that he is letting Annalisa walk all over me . I don’t want to snap back at Annalisa for being a bch but I’m starting to hate everything about this house because of her . She likes kicking people down and the way Annalisa looks and treats me isn’t likeable at all . Ethan has got to make a choice because I can’t make it for him .
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