?SECRET CRUSH?
?EPISODE 15?
Adrian’s POV
The amount of pain i felt in my heart right now is indescribable, i have never loved anyone the way i love Nessa.
Nessa was the only woman that has shown me that i could love again, she was the only girl that has stolen my heart completely and now she’s breaking up with me. I know it’s not completely hard fault but how could she get pregnant for him, why can’t she just elope with me a long time ago.
I can feel my heart shattering right now.
The party was really boring for me, everything i had plan to give Vanessa today was all fruitless.
She first started ignoring my calls, messages and me, even when i visit her she won’t allow me see her or talk to her.
Since i saw her going into the make up room with Mariel, i decided to follow her, but when i asked of her from the girls she told them to tell me she doesn’t want to see me.
I just lost control of myself and i had to burst inside and drag her since she wanted to do this the hard way.
Only for me to get a very shocking news of her breaking up with me and also being pregnant.
If she hadn’t left the classroom that day i would’ve done something bad to her.
I went straight to a bar and sat outside in a long chair. I didn’t want to enter the bar ‘cos i know i was gonna drink a lot and lose control of myself, i just wish there was someone to console me right now.
I stayed at the bar till it was late in the night, it was 9:00pm, but i wasn’t done pouring my heart out in tears.
“It’s okay Adrian, it’s Mariel” i heard a voice say beside me, and she came to sit beside me.
“She left me, Vanessa fvckin left me” i said.
She hugged me and i cried on her shoulder, just what i wanted.
After crying for a while i raised up my head to look at her and i saw Vanessa, Vanessa face appeared and i stared at her deeply.
I saw Mariel, Vanessa, Mariel again and then Vanessa.
Then when i kissed her i felt a sudden feeling i haven’t felt in a long time.
I felt my shattered heart healing again, i feel my whole body becoming new again.
That’s the only way i feel when i kissed Nessa.
After kissing her and forgetting my pains for a while, I withdrew and stared at Mariel face.
She was looking at me intently. I don’t know what made me kiss her but i don’t regret it either.
I stood up to leave but she held my hand back.
“You have to fight your love for her Adrian, you really have to let her go but if you still want to fight for her you have to remember that you can’t take another man’s child, please consider how hurt you’ll get before taking a drastic action” she said.
I slowly removed her hand on my wrist and left to my car.
I will visit Nessa, i want her to tell me everything she’s saying is a lie, i really hope I’m dreaming.
I will visit her.
I drove straight to Vanessa’s house and i parked my car.
I climbed the fence and went to her balcony, i climbed the ladder and looked at her window, she was packing her clothes and shoes in a big traveling bag, her eyes were red and swollen and she was sobbing silently.
I brought out my phone from my pocket and called her, i saw the phone ringing on her bed, she looked at the phone then ignored it.
I called three more times but she ignored it again and again. Then i sent a text.
*Ignoring my calls won’t do any good, just open your window * i sent it and i saw her phone beep.
She picked it up and read the message then she looked at the window, i was quick to hide by one side and wait for her to open up.
She opened the Windows and looked around, when she saw me she tried closing the window back but i held hand and opened the window wide enough for me to enter, then i entered.
“Adrian please not…..
“You’re really avoiding me Nessa, you really think you can do this right?” I asked.
“What don’t you understand Adrian, is it the fact that I’m pregnant or the fact that I’m getting married?” She asked back.
“Really Nessa, you seriously wanna do this, you fvckin wanna do this to me?”
“Everything that has happened between us was all a joke to you right, you really never loved me from the start. How could you get pregnant for a man you’re not dating, what kind of a woman are you. Are you that cheap” i yelled in anger
More tears fell from Nessa eyes but she wiped it with her palm.
“Yes Adrian, yes, i never loved you, I’m a very cheap and loosed girl, is that right what you think of me. Is that how you see me now” she yelled back and tears flowed from her eyes.
“Ness…n
“Get out now, i don’t want to see you” she said.
“I’m sor…
“No, there’s nothing we can do now. Please leave, I’m sure you’ll find someone better, we are not just meant to be”
“Please leave” she said.
“Nessa, can you at least give me a last kiss?” I said.
“It’s not gonna work, you have to see me as a married woman now” she said.
“Okay then, happy married life. I hope you get to love him” i said.
“I’ll love him Adrian, i will” she said and i nodded and left.
I drove home and went straight to bed, ignoring my parents’ call and questions.
I just need to wake up from this drama.
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